<?xml version="1.0" encoding="UTF-8"?><rss xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" version="2.0" xmlns:itunes="http://www.itunes.com/dtds/podcast-1.0.dtd" xmlns:googleplay="http://www.google.com/schemas/play-podcasts/1.0"><channel><title><![CDATA[Lara’s Substack]]></title><description><![CDATA[My personal Substack]]></description><link>https://laragelya.substack.com</link><image><url>https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!_CTZ!,w_256,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F112b7fa2-f218-4517-803f-c0a693091c7b_1380x1430.jpeg</url><title>Lara’s Substack</title><link>https://laragelya.substack.com</link></image><generator>Substack</generator><lastBuildDate>Fri, 24 Jul 2026 07:06:38 GMT</lastBuildDate><atom:link href="https://laragelya.substack.com/feed" rel="self" type="application/rss+xml"/><copyright><![CDATA[Lara Gelya]]></copyright><language><![CDATA[en]]></language><webMaster><![CDATA[laragelya@substack.com]]></webMaster><itunes:owner><itunes:email><![CDATA[laragelya@substack.com]]></itunes:email><itunes:name><![CDATA[Lara Gelya]]></itunes:name></itunes:owner><itunes:author><![CDATA[Lara Gelya]]></itunes:author><googleplay:owner><![CDATA[laragelya@substack.com]]></googleplay:owner><googleplay:email><![CDATA[laragelya@substack.com]]></googleplay:email><googleplay:author><![CDATA[Lara Gelya]]></googleplay:author><itunes:block><![CDATA[Yes]]></itunes:block><item><title><![CDATA[The Story Behind a Beloved Patriotic Song: God Bless America.]]></title><description><![CDATA[Every Independence Day, Memorial Day, and countless moments of national remembrance, one familiar melody rises above the crowd:]]></description><link>https://laragelya.substack.com/p/the-story-behind-a-beloved-patriotic</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://laragelya.substack.com/p/the-story-behind-a-beloved-patriotic</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Lara Gelya]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 06 Jul 2026 01:15:31 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!K2nb!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F6f3ccc41-2c9a-4ba0-8567-6babfe9e4dbb_1402x1122.png" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Every Independence Day, Memorial Day, and countless moments of national remembrance, one familiar melody rises above the crowd:</p><p><em>&#8220;God Bless America, land that I love...&#8221;</em></p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://laragelya.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading Lara&#8217;s Substack! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><p>For many Americans, the song represents hope, gratitude, and love of country. Yet few people know the remarkable story behind its creation&#8212;or the extraordinary man who wrote it.</p><h2>An Immigrant&#8217;s Love Letter to America</h2><p><strong><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Irving_Berlin">Irving Berlin</a></strong> was born Israel Beilin in 1888 in what is now Belarus. As a young Jewish child, he fled with his family to escape the violent <strong><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pogroms_in_the_Russian_Empire">anti-Jewish pogroms</a></strong> that devastated the village of Tolochin in the Russian Empire. Seeking safety and a better future, the family immigrated to the United States, arriving in New York City with little more than hope for a new beginning.</p><p>Growing up in poverty on <strong><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lower_East_Side">New York City's Lower East Side</a></strong>, Berlin&#8212;a surname he adopted after a printer misspelled his original family name, Beilin&#8212;worked a series of odd jobs before becoming one of America's greatest songwriters.</p><p><strong>Although he never learned to read music fluently, he composed more than 1,500 songs, including classics such as </strong><em><strong>White Christmas</strong></em><strong>, </strong><em><strong>Easter Parade</strong></em><strong>, and </strong><em><strong>There&#8217;s No Business Like Show Business</strong></em><strong>.</strong></p><p>His life embodied the American dream, making his patriotic music especially meaningful.</p><h2>Written During World War I</h2><p>Many people believe <em>God Bless America</em> was written in 1938, but its story actually began twenty years earlier.</p><p>In <strong>1918</strong>, while serving in the U.S. Army during World War I, Berlin wrote the song for a military stage production called <em>Yip, Yip, Yaphank</em>. After hearing it performed, however, he decided it was too solemn for the lighthearted musical and set it aside, leaving it unpublished.</p><h2>A Song Reborn</h2><p>Twenty years later, Europe stood on the brink of another devastating war.</p><p>Returning from a trip to London in 1938, Berlin watched with growing concern as international tensions escalated. Wanting to express gratitude for his adopted homeland&#8212;not promote war&#8212;he remembered the forgotten song tucked away in his files.</p><p>He carefully rewrote the lyrics, changing several lines to emphasize peace rather than military victory. One notable revision changed &#8220;guide her to the right&#8221; to &#8220;guide her through the night,&#8221; removing any unintended political meaning and creating the version millions know today.</p><h2>Kate Smith Introduces a Classic</h2><p>On November 10, 1938, <strong><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kate_Smith">singer Kate Smith</a></strong> introduced <em>God Bless America</em> during her national radio broadcast in honor of <strong><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Armistice_Day">Armistice Day</a></strong>.</p><p>The response was immediate.</p><p>Listeners flooded radio stations with praise, newspapers celebrated the song, and it quickly became one of America&#8217;s most beloved patriotic anthems. Although never intended to replace <em><strong><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Star-Spangled_Banner">The Star-Spangled Banner</a></strong></em>, it gradually became an unofficial national hymn sung during times of celebration, remembrance, and national unity.</p><h2>A Gift to Future Generations</h2><p>Irving Berlin never sought to profit personally from the song&#8217;s popularity.</p><p>Instead, he established the <strong><a href="https://www.sec.gov/Archives/edgar/data/1742912/000138713122009963/yall-497k_092322.htm">God Bless America Fund</a></strong>, donating royalties from the song to benefit the Girl Scouts and Boy Scouts of America. Over the decades, millions of dollars generated by the song have supported youth programs across the country.</p><h2>More Than a Patriotic Song</h2><p>Berlin often explained that <em>God Bless America</em> was not intended as a military anthem or a political statement.</p><p>He called it simply &#8220;a patriotic song&#8221;&#8212;one that anyone could sing regardless of background or beliefs. <strong>For a man who had arrived in America as a poor immigrant seeking safety and opportunity, the song was a heartfelt expression of gratitude to the country that had given him a new beginning.</strong></p><p>More than eighty years after its debut, <em>God Bless America</em> continues to remind us that patriotism can be expressed not only through pride, but also through hope, gratitude, and a shared love for the ideals that unite a nation.</p><p><strong><span>As an immigrant myself, I deeply relate to Irving Berlin's story. I arrived in the United States as a stateless refugee after escaping the Soviet Union, carrying little more than hope for a new beginning. Like Berlin, I understand the profound gratitude an immigrant feels toward a country that offers freedom, opportunity, and a chance to rebuild a life. </span></strong></p><p><em>God Bless America</em><span> is more than a patriotic song to me&#8212;it is a heartfelt prayer of thanksgiving from an immigrant who cherished the nation that welcomed his family and gave them a new beginning.</span></p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!K2nb!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F6f3ccc41-2c9a-4ba0-8567-6babfe9e4dbb_1402x1122.png" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" 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class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading Lara&#8217;s Substack! 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Please take a look, browse through the pages, and let me know what you think.</span></p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://laragelya.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading Lara&#8217;s Substack! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><p><span>Many of you already know that my life journey began in </span><strong><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ukraine"><span>Ukraine</span></a></strong><span>, stretched across the vast </span><strong><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kyzylkum_Desert"><span>Kyzylkum Desert of Uzbekistan</span></a></strong><span>, and continued through </span><strong><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Austria"><span>Austria</span></a></strong><span>, </span><strong><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Italy"><span>Italy</span></a></strong><span>, and ultimately </span><strong><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/United_States"><span>America</span></a></strong><span>.</span></p><p><span>I lived under the authoritarian regime of the </span><strong><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Soviet_Union"><span>Soviet Union</span></a></strong><span>, traveled through Europe as a </span><strong><span>stateless refugee</span></strong><span>, and built a new life in America, arriving here with nothing but two suitcases, hope, and determination.</span></p><p><span>During the COVID-19 pandemic, I found myself reflecting on the extraordinary path my life had taken. Those reflections inspired me to write my memoir, </span><em><strong><span>Camel from Kyzylkum</span></strong></em><span>&#8212;a story of exile, resilience, and the quiet courage it takes to leave everything familiar behind in pursuit of a better future.</span></p><p><span>The &#8220;</span><strong><span>camel</span></strong><span>&#8221; of the title becomes a powerful symbol: a creature built for endurance, carrying its sustenance within, much like the author herself.</span></p><p><span>My website shares the story behind my book, my life experiences, my travels, photography, and other interests. 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I spoke no English and had no certainty about what the future would bring. Everything familiar was left behind&#8212;my homeland, my language, my friends, my memories, and the life I had once known.</strong></p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://laragelya.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading Lara&#8217;s Substack! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><p><strong><br>I arrived not with wealth or connections, but with hope, determination, and the belief that somewhere beyond fear and uncertainty, a different life was possible.<br><br>I settled in <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Buffalo,_New_York">Buffalo, NY</a>, where the season&#8217;s first snowfall usually arrives in November, and the last snowfall typically happens in April or May.<br><br>America felt overwhelming&#8212;not for days, not for months&#8212;for years!<br><br>The city moved fast, the language sounded unfamiliar, and even simple everyday tasks could feel intimidating. I had to learn everything from the beginning&#8212;how to navigate a new culture, build a new life, and find my place in a world that often felt enormous and indifferent.<br><br>There were moments of loneliness and exhaustion. Moments when I questioned myself and wondered whether I had made the right decision. Starting over from nothing is never easy, especially in a foreign country where every step forward requires courage.<br><br>But there was also something else: freedom.<br><br>For the first time, I felt that my future was no longer limited by the invisible barriers I had known for so much of my life. In America, hard work, persistence, and determination could open doors that once seemed permanently closed. </strong></p><p><strong>Those two suitcases carried far more than clothing and personal belongings. They carried memories, survival, loss, resilience, and dreams for a better future.<br><br>Like millions of immigrants before me, I came searching not only for safety, but for possibility&#8212;the possibility to live freely, to build a future, and to create a life shaped by my own choices.<br><br>The journey was not easy, and the road ahead would bring many more challenges. But March 15, 1990, became the day everything changed&#8212;the day one life ended and another began.<br><br>The two halves of my life were so dramatically different that I called them &#8220;my first life&#8221; and &#8220;my second life&#8221;.</strong></p><p><strong>It was thirty-six years ago. Throughout these years I measured my progress in small victories others might never notice.<br><br>Eventually, I moved out of Buffalo, NY. I got a professional job, I built my life, and retired in sunny Florida. I wrote a memoir about my life journey.<br><br>America proved to me that this is a Land of Opportunity! I learned that with determination and hard work, you can reach your dreams.<br><br>Today, in the era of &#8220;making America great again&#8221;, our country is drastically changing, and not for the better. With each passing day, the systems that have guided this nation for nearly 250 years&#8212;designed to protect democracy and guard against authoritarianism&#8212;are coming under increasing strain.<br><br>The cruelty in the treatments of immigrants and even American citizens is astounded. Our new policies reduce people to numbers and inhumanity.<br><br>It gives me a suffocating feeling &#8212; the sense that I can no longer breathe freely here and want to be somewhere else.<br><br>That is the feeling I once had in the Soviet Union. And now I feel it here.</strong></p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!9i4A!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F955426e6-b6d3-4e40-a735-2fb9f86a3e28_4032x3024.jpeg" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!9i4A!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F955426e6-b6d3-4e40-a735-2fb9f86a3e28_4032x3024.jpeg 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!9i4A!,w_848,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F955426e6-b6d3-4e40-a735-2fb9f86a3e28_4032x3024.jpeg 848w, 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stroke="currentColor" stroke-width="2" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" class="lucide lucide-maximize2 lucide-maximize-2"><polyline points="15 3 21 3 21 9"></polyline><polyline points="9 21 3 21 3 15"></polyline><line x1="21" x2="14" y1="3" y2="10"></line><line x1="3" x2="10" y1="21" y2="14"></line></svg></button></div></div></div></a><figcaption class="image-caption">Kyzylkum Desert on the map of Central Asia. Zarafshon (Zarafshan) is the city where I lived.</figcaption></figure></div><p>The Kyzylkum, known as the &#8220;Red Desert,&#8221; stretches unforgivingly across Central Asia. </p><p>Arid. Demanding. Seemingly endless. But crossed by those who are desperate for something better.</p><p>Summers were brutally hot, with the sun pressing down like a heavy hand, while winters could be bitterly cold, with sharp winds sweeping across the empty land. Life there was not easy. It demanded endurance, patience, and the ability to adapt.</p><p>When I first arrived, it felt like stepping onto another planet. The landscape was so different from the green streets of Ukraine I had known. There were no tree-lined boulevards, no familiar rivers, no comforting sense of home. Instead, there was open sky, endless sand, dry air, and silence&#8212;so much silence that it could feel louder than noise.</p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!Xdf8!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fbe5eb233-3781-48e3-a42b-618a4d7ca214_1300x520.jpeg" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!Xdf8!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fbe5eb233-3781-48e3-a42b-618a4d7ca214_1300x520.jpeg 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!Xdf8!,w_848,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fbe5eb233-3781-48e3-a42b-618a4d7ca214_1300x520.jpeg 848w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!Xdf8!,w_1272,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fbe5eb233-3781-48e3-a42b-618a4d7ca214_1300x520.jpeg 1272w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!Xdf8!,w_1456,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fbe5eb233-3781-48e3-a42b-618a4d7ca214_1300x520.jpeg 1456w" sizes="100vw"><img src="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!Xdf8!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fbe5eb233-3781-48e3-a42b-618a4d7ca214_1300x520.jpeg" width="1300" height="520" data-attrs="{&quot;src&quot;:&quot;https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/be5eb233-3781-48e3-a42b-618a4d7ca214_1300x520.jpeg&quot;,&quot;srcNoWatermark&quot;:null,&quot;fullscreen&quot;:null,&quot;imageSize&quot;:null,&quot;height&quot;:520,&quot;width&quot;:1300,&quot;resizeWidth&quot;:null,&quot;bytes&quot;:103196,&quot;alt&quot;:null,&quot;title&quot;:null,&quot;type&quot;:&quot;image/jpeg&quot;,&quot;href&quot;:null,&quot;belowTheFold&quot;:true,&quot;topImage&quot;:false,&quot;internalRedirect&quot;:&quot;https://laragelya.substack.com/i/198995949?img=https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fbe5eb233-3781-48e3-a42b-618a4d7ca214_1300x520.jpeg&quot;,&quot;isProcessing&quot;:false,&quot;align&quot;:null,&quot;offset&quot;:false}" class="sizing-normal" alt="" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!Xdf8!,w_424,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fbe5eb233-3781-48e3-a42b-618a4d7ca214_1300x520.jpeg 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!Xdf8!,w_848,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fbe5eb233-3781-48e3-a42b-618a4d7ca214_1300x520.jpeg 848w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!Xdf8!,w_1272,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fbe5eb233-3781-48e3-a42b-618a4d7ca214_1300x520.jpeg 1272w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!Xdf8!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fbe5eb233-3781-48e3-a42b-618a4d7ca214_1300x520.jpeg 1456w" sizes="100vw" loading="lazy"></picture><div class="image-link-expand"><div class="pencraft pc-display-flex pc-gap-8 pc-reset"><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container restack-image"><svg aria-hidden="true" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 20 20" fill="none" stroke-width="1.5" stroke="var(--color-fg-primary)" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg"><g><path d="M2.53001 7.81595C3.49179 4.73911 6.43281 2.5 9.91173 2.5C13.1684 2.5 15.9537 4.46214 17.0852 7.23684L17.6179 8.67647M17.6179 8.67647L18.5002 4.26471M17.6179 8.67647L13.6473 6.91176M17.4995 12.1841C16.5378 15.2609 13.5967 17.5 10.1178 17.5C6.86118 17.5 4.07589 15.5379 2.94432 12.7632L2.41165 11.3235M2.41165 11.3235L1.5293 15.7353M2.41165 11.3235L6.38224 13.0882"></path></g></svg></button><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container view-image"><svg xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 24 24" fill="none" stroke="currentColor" stroke-width="2" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" class="lucide lucide-maximize2 lucide-maximize-2"><polyline points="15 3 21 3 21 9"></polyline><polyline points="9 21 3 21 3 15"></polyline><line x1="21" x2="14" y1="3" y2="10"></line><line x1="3" x2="10" y1="21" y2="14"></line></svg></button></div></div></div></a><figcaption class="image-caption">Kyzylkum Desert of Uzbekistan.</figcaption></figure></div><p>That silence became part of life. It forced reflection. It taught me how strong a person can become when there is no choice but to keep going.</p><p>Living there for two decades meant learning survival in every sense&#8212;not only physical survival in a harsh environment, but emotional survival as well. It meant raising a family, building a life, finding purpose, and holding on to hope even when the future felt uncertain and unbearable.</p><p>The desert strips life down to essentials. You learn quickly what truly matters: family, dignity, resilience, friendship, and the courage to move forward. Comfort becomes less important than strength. Possessions matter less than perseverance.</p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!OXQJ!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fe5be1c5b-6077-4bae-865d-a872b79a50bb_900x600.jpeg" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!OXQJ!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fe5be1c5b-6077-4bae-865d-a872b79a50bb_900x600.jpeg 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!OXQJ!,w_848,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fe5be1c5b-6077-4bae-865d-a872b79a50bb_900x600.jpeg 848w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!OXQJ!,w_1272,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fe5be1c5b-6077-4bae-865d-a872b79a50bb_900x600.jpeg 1272w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!OXQJ!,w_1456,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fe5be1c5b-6077-4bae-865d-a872b79a50bb_900x600.jpeg 1456w" sizes="100vw"><img src="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!OXQJ!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fe5be1c5b-6077-4bae-865d-a872b79a50bb_900x600.jpeg" width="900" height="600" data-attrs="{&quot;src&quot;:&quot;https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/e5be1c5b-6077-4bae-865d-a872b79a50bb_900x600.jpeg&quot;,&quot;srcNoWatermark&quot;:null,&quot;fullscreen&quot;:null,&quot;imageSize&quot;:null,&quot;height&quot;:600,&quot;width&quot;:900,&quot;resizeWidth&quot;:null,&quot;bytes&quot;:92265,&quot;alt&quot;:null,&quot;title&quot;:null,&quot;type&quot;:&quot;image/jpeg&quot;,&quot;href&quot;:null,&quot;belowTheFold&quot;:true,&quot;topImage&quot;:false,&quot;internalRedirect&quot;:&quot;https://laragelya.substack.com/i/198995949?img=https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fe5be1c5b-6077-4bae-865d-a872b79a50bb_900x600.jpeg&quot;,&quot;isProcessing&quot;:false,&quot;align&quot;:null,&quot;offset&quot;:false}" class="sizing-normal" alt="" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!OXQJ!,w_424,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fe5be1c5b-6077-4bae-865d-a872b79a50bb_900x600.jpeg 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!OXQJ!,w_848,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fe5be1c5b-6077-4bae-865d-a872b79a50bb_900x600.jpeg 848w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!OXQJ!,w_1272,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fe5be1c5b-6077-4bae-865d-a872b79a50bb_900x600.jpeg 1272w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!OXQJ!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fe5be1c5b-6077-4bae-865d-a872b79a50bb_900x600.jpeg 1456w" sizes="100vw" loading="lazy"></picture><div class="image-link-expand"><div class="pencraft pc-display-flex pc-gap-8 pc-reset"><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container restack-image"><svg aria-hidden="true" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 20 20" fill="none" stroke-width="1.5" stroke="var(--color-fg-primary)" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg"><g><path d="M2.53001 7.81595C3.49179 4.73911 6.43281 2.5 9.91173 2.5C13.1684 2.5 15.9537 4.46214 17.0852 7.23684L17.6179 8.67647M17.6179 8.67647L18.5002 4.26471M17.6179 8.67647L13.6473 6.91176M17.4995 12.1841C16.5378 15.2609 13.5967 17.5 10.1178 17.5C6.86118 17.5 4.07589 15.5379 2.94432 12.7632L2.41165 11.3235M2.41165 11.3235L1.5293 15.7353M2.41165 11.3235L6.38224 13.0882"></path></g></svg></button><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container view-image"><svg xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 24 24" fill="none" stroke="currentColor" stroke-width="2" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" class="lucide lucide-maximize2 lucide-maximize-2"><polyline points="15 3 21 3 21 9"></polyline><polyline points="9 21 3 21 3 15"></polyline><line x1="21" x2="14" y1="3" y2="10"></line><line x1="3" x2="10" y1="21" y2="14"></line></svg></button></div></div></div></a><figcaption class="image-caption">Kyzylkum Desert in Uzbekistan.</figcaption></figure></div><p>Yet the Kyzylkum was not the only hardship. It had its own strange beauty&#8212;the endless sunsets painting the sky in impossible colors, stars so bright they seemed close enough to touch, rare spring flowers blooming against the harsh landscape, camels and wild creatures living in close proximity, and the deep understanding that life, even in the harshest places, continues to bloom.</p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!0lRn!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fe7811a22-3d96-44e2-8b5b-5954e9cd8a10_1200x579.jpeg" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!0lRn!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fe7811a22-3d96-44e2-8b5b-5954e9cd8a10_1200x579.jpeg 424w, 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srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!0lRn!,w_424,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fe7811a22-3d96-44e2-8b5b-5954e9cd8a10_1200x579.jpeg 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!0lRn!,w_848,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fe7811a22-3d96-44e2-8b5b-5954e9cd8a10_1200x579.jpeg 848w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!0lRn!,w_1272,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fe7811a22-3d96-44e2-8b5b-5954e9cd8a10_1200x579.jpeg 1272w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!0lRn!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fe7811a22-3d96-44e2-8b5b-5954e9cd8a10_1200x579.jpeg 1456w" sizes="100vw" loading="lazy"></picture><div class="image-link-expand"><div 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stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" class="lucide lucide-maximize2 lucide-maximize-2"><polyline points="15 3 21 3 21 9"></polyline><polyline points="9 21 3 21 3 15"></polyline><line x1="21" x2="14" y1="3" y2="10"></line><line x1="3" x2="10" y1="21" y2="14"></line></svg></button></div></div></div></a><figcaption class="image-caption">Poppy Flowers in Kyzylkum Desert in April.</figcaption></figure></div><p><strong>Those twenty years shaped me profoundly. </strong></p><p>The desert taught me discipline, humility, and survival. It prepared me for every journey that came after&#8212;for <strong>Austria, Italy, America,</strong> <strong>and the life I would continue to build</strong>.</p><p>People often think of deserts as empty places. But for me, the Kyzylkum was full&#8212;full of lessons, experiences&#8212;bad and good, memories, pain, strength, and transformation.</p><p><strong>Its silence still lives inside me.</strong></p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!gzL1!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Ff72fb09c-2dc1-463d-9cd7-6d8383dc6e33_1134x771.jpeg" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!gzL1!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Ff72fb09c-2dc1-463d-9cd7-6d8383dc6e33_1134x771.jpeg 424w, 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Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><p>She was born in Wichita, Kansas, in 1942. Her family moved often, but she grew up mostly in Mercer Island, Washington, where she graduated from high school in 1960. Her classmates remembered her as the girl who questioned everything. She challenged teachers. She challenged norms. She challenged the idea that a girl&#8217;s life was supposed to look like everyone else&#8217;s.</p><p>At 18, while studying at the University of Hawaii, she fell in love with a Kenyan student named Barack Obama Sr. They married. She gave birth to a baby boy in Honolulu in August 1961 and named him after his father.</p><p>Most people would have stopped dreaming right there.</p><p>Ann was just beginning.</p><p>When her first marriage ended, she later married an Indonesian man named Lolo Soetoro, and in 1967 she moved to Jakarta with her 6-year-old son. Life in Indonesia was not easy. The country was poor. The language was new. The culture was foreign. Most young American mothers in her position would have been overwhelmed.</p><p>Ann fell in love with the place instead.</p><p>She enrolled in graduate school in anthropology and began walking straight into the villages that most development experts only studied from a distance. She sat beside blacksmiths at their forges in Javanese villages. She spent hours with women at their looms, watching them weave. She listened to mothers explain how they fed their families on almost nothing. She wrote it all down in notebooks that would one day fill a university archive.</p><p>And slowly, something important started forming in her mind.</p><p>At that time, the prevailing idea in global development was that poor countries stayed poor because of their &#8220;culture.&#8221; Lazy traditions. Bad habits. Backward thinking. It was a cruel and lazy theory, but it was everywhere.</p><p>Ann looked at the people around her and saw the opposite.</p><p>She saw brilliant craftsmen who had been perfecting their trade for 1,200 years. She saw women running tiny businesses with astonishing discipline. She saw communities full of skill, intelligence, and effort. What they lacked was not character. What they lacked was capital. A small loan. A little trust. A fair chance.</p><p>So she spent the rest of her life trying to give it to them.</p><p>She joined the Ford Foundation in Jakarta and became their program officer for women and employment. She consulted for USAID. She worked in Pakistan with the Agricultural Development Bank. She spent years with Bank Rakyat Indonesia, helping to shape what would grow into one of the largest microfinance systems in the world. Tiny loans to rural women. Tiny loans to farmers. Tiny loans to weavers and blacksmiths and fish sellers. Loans that most banks thought were too small to bother with.</p><p>Those tiny loans changed millions of lives.</p><p>Women who had never held cash of their own started small businesses. They paid for their children&#8217;s schools. They built up savings. They broke cycles of poverty that had lasted generations.</p><p>In 1992, at the age of 49, after 14 years of field research, Ann finally earned her PhD in anthropology. Her dissertation was over 1,000 pages long. One anthropologist called it a classic.</p><p>She also raised two extraordinary children. Barack, and his younger sister Maya, born in Jakarta in 1970.</p><p>In 1994, while working in Indonesia, Ann started to feel unwell. She returned to the United States and was diagnosed with cancer. She fought it for over a year. On November 7, 1995, just before her 53rd birthday, she passed away in Honolulu.</p><p>She did not live to see what happened next.</p><p>She did not live to see her son become a United States senator. She did not live to see him give the speech that made a nation pause. She did not live to see him win the presidency in 2008, or be sworn in as the 44th president of the United States.</p><p>But every value he carried into that office was hers.</p><p>The belief that every person deserves dignity. The belief that poverty is not a character flaw but a circumstance. The belief that small, steady, quiet work adds up to enormous change. The belief that the world gets better one village, one woman, one loan, one opportunity at a time.</p><p>Ann Dunham never sought fame. She sought understanding. She sought usefulness. She sought to be of service to the people most of the world had learned to ignore.</p><p>Some legacies are loud. Others, like hers, change the world quietly from a workshop in Java, one weaver and one blacksmith and one small loan at a time.</p><p>And sometimes, just sometimes, the quiet ones raise the people who will one day stand in front of the entire world and remind it of the lessons their mothers taught them long ago.</p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!cp1X!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F933c3065-1f12-4b1e-9850-cc759373e5ab_654x574.png" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!cp1X!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F933c3065-1f12-4b1e-9850-cc759373e5ab_654x574.png 424w, 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url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!g1O1!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F3033dd1a-684a-4f60-ad9c-e52c2a266101_1200x862.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p class="button-wrapper" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://laragelya.com&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;laragelya.com&quot;,&quot;action&quot;:null,&quot;class&quot;:null}" data-component-name="ButtonCreateButton"><a class="button primary" href="https://laragelya.com"><span>laragelya.com</span></a></p><p></p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!g1O1!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F3033dd1a-684a-4f60-ad9c-e52c2a266101_1200x862.jpeg" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source 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class="image-link-expand"><div class="pencraft pc-display-flex pc-gap-8 pc-reset"><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container restack-image"><svg role="img" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 20 20" fill="none" stroke-width="1.5" stroke="var(--color-fg-primary)" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg"><g><title></title><path d="M2.53001 7.81595C3.49179 4.73911 6.43281 2.5 9.91173 2.5C13.1684 2.5 15.9537 4.46214 17.0852 7.23684L17.6179 8.67647M17.6179 8.67647L18.5002 4.26471M17.6179 8.67647L13.6473 6.91176M17.4995 12.1841C16.5378 15.2609 13.5967 17.5 10.1178 17.5C6.86118 17.5 4.07589 15.5379 2.94432 12.7632L2.41165 11.3235M2.41165 11.3235L1.5293 15.7353M2.41165 11.3235L6.38224 13.0882"></path></g></svg></button><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container view-image"><svg xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 24 24" fill="none" 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class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading Lara&#8217;s Substack! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><p>Every spring, when the cherry blossoms begin to bloom, my mind wanders back to <strong><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vinnytsia">Vinnytsia</a></strong>&#8212;the city where I was born. It is a place known for its cozy, tree-lined streets, the peaceful Southern Bug River, and the famous trams that give the city its distinct charm. I spent my first twelve years there.</p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!1rIk!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fc7857db3-66ae-4210-9268-9b6f61a4029f_1800x1336.jpeg" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!1rIk!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fc7857db3-66ae-4210-9268-9b6f61a4029f_1800x1336.jpeg 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!1rIk!,w_848,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fc7857db3-66ae-4210-9268-9b6f61a4029f_1800x1336.jpeg 848w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!1rIk!,w_1272,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fc7857db3-66ae-4210-9268-9b6f61a4029f_1800x1336.jpeg 1272w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!1rIk!,w_1456,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fc7857db3-66ae-4210-9268-9b6f61a4029f_1800x1336.jpeg 1456w" sizes="100vw"><img src="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!1rIk!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fc7857db3-66ae-4210-9268-9b6f61a4029f_1800x1336.jpeg" width="1456" height="1081" data-attrs="{&quot;src&quot;:&quot;https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/c7857db3-66ae-4210-9268-9b6f61a4029f_1800x1336.jpeg&quot;,&quot;srcNoWatermark&quot;:null,&quot;fullscreen&quot;:null,&quot;imageSize&quot;:null,&quot;height&quot;:1081,&quot;width&quot;:1456,&quot;resizeWidth&quot;:null,&quot;bytes&quot;:489625,&quot;alt&quot;:null,&quot;title&quot;:null,&quot;type&quot;:&quot;image/jpeg&quot;,&quot;href&quot;:null,&quot;belowTheFold&quot;:false,&quot;topImage&quot;:false,&quot;internalRedirect&quot;:&quot;https://laragelya.substack.com/i/198315399?img=https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fc7857db3-66ae-4210-9268-9b6f61a4029f_1800x1336.jpeg&quot;,&quot;isProcessing&quot;:false,&quot;align&quot;:null,&quot;offset&quot;:false}" class="sizing-normal" alt="" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!1rIk!,w_424,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fc7857db3-66ae-4210-9268-9b6f61a4029f_1800x1336.jpeg 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!1rIk!,w_848,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fc7857db3-66ae-4210-9268-9b6f61a4029f_1800x1336.jpeg 848w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!1rIk!,w_1272,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fc7857db3-66ae-4210-9268-9b6f61a4029f_1800x1336.jpeg 1272w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!1rIk!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fc7857db3-66ae-4210-9268-9b6f61a4029f_1800x1336.jpeg 1456w" sizes="100vw"></picture><div class="image-link-expand"><div class="pencraft pc-display-flex pc-gap-8 pc-reset"><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container restack-image"><svg role="img" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 20 20" fill="none" stroke-width="1.5" stroke="var(--color-fg-primary)" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg"><g><title></title><path d="M2.53001 7.81595C3.49179 4.73911 6.43281 2.5 9.91173 2.5C13.1684 2.5 15.9537 4.46214 17.0852 7.23684L17.6179 8.67647M17.6179 8.67647L18.5002 4.26471M17.6179 8.67647L13.6473 6.91176M17.4995 12.1841C16.5378 15.2609 13.5967 17.5 10.1178 17.5C6.86118 17.5 4.07589 15.5379 2.94432 12.7632L2.41165 11.3235M2.41165 11.3235L1.5293 15.7353M2.41165 11.3235L6.38224 13.0882"></path></g></svg></button><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container view-image"><svg xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 24 24" fill="none" stroke="currentColor" stroke-width="2" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" class="lucide lucide-maximize2 lucide-maximize-2"><polyline points="15 3 21 3 21 9"></polyline><polyline points="9 21 3 21 3 15"></polyline><line x1="21" x2="14" y1="3" y2="10"></line><line x1="3" x2="10" y1="21" y2="14"></line></svg></button></div></div></div></a><figcaption class="image-caption">Vinnytsia, Ukraine.</figcaption></figure></div><p>My childhood was a complex mosaic. Life was certainly not easy, and the shadow of antisemitism was a heavy, painful reality we had to navigate. Yet, in our neighborhood, Jewish and Ukrainian families lived side by side. My childhood friend, Natasha, came from a Ukrainian family, and our bond transcended the divisions around us. We were simply two children sharing the same world.</p><p>Our friendship lasted throughout life. The last time I communicated with her was on the first day of the war&#8212;February 24, 2022&#8212;when Russia launched its massive full-scale invasion of Ukraine. I still do not know where she and her family are now, and that uncertainty fills me with deep sadness.</p><p><strong>Vinnytsia is part of my DNA. It gave me a front-row seat to both the cruelty of the world and the extraordinary grace of friendship.</strong></p><p>After several years spent in Belarus, my path led me to <strong><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kyiv">Kyiv</a></strong>, where I attended college. Kyiv felt like another world&#8212;larger, faster, and full of history and ambition. As the capital of Ukraine, it carried a different energy: grand boulevards lined with chestnut trees, historic cathedrals, crowded streets, and a constant feeling that life was moving forward.</p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!Fjcv!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F7da455e6-05a0-4009-a52a-d70c4828db9f_1920x1280.jpeg" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!Fjcv!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F7da455e6-05a0-4009-a52a-d70c4828db9f_1920x1280.jpeg 424w, 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But the city inspired curiosity, independence, and a stronger desire to shape my own future.</p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!ZFw1!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F1b27dc94-cb3d-4833-908a-402b823e0527_2944x4416.jpeg" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!ZFw1!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F1b27dc94-cb3d-4833-908a-402b823e0527_2944x4416.jpeg 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!ZFw1!,w_848,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F1b27dc94-cb3d-4833-908a-402b823e0527_2944x4416.jpeg 848w, 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cities being destroyed by Russians for more than four years makes my heart cry.</strong></em></p><p class="button-wrapper" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://laragelya.com&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;laragelya.com&quot;,&quot;action&quot;:null,&quot;class&quot;:null}" data-component-name="ButtonCreateButton"><a class="button primary" href="https://laragelya.com"><span>laragelya.com</span></a></p><p></p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://laragelya.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading Lara&#8217;s Substack! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Flight to Safety.]]></title><description><![CDATA[She wasn't posing for history.]]></description><link>https://laragelya.substack.com/p/flight-to-safety</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://laragelya.substack.com/p/flight-to-safety</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Lara Gelya]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 01 May 2026 18:35:34 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!LFyi!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F58dde89c-15eb-4a5f-b46a-730bf69e6a8f_1606x1916.png" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p class="button-wrapper" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://laragelya.com&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;laragelya.com&quot;,&quot;action&quot;:null,&quot;class&quot;:null}" data-component-name="ButtonCreateButton"><a class="button primary" href="https://laragelya.com"><span>laragelya.com</span></a></p><p></p><p>She wasn't posing for history. She was just trying to get her children to the other side.<br>It was September 1965, in the coastal lowlands of South Vietnam. A mother &#8212; her name never recorded by the world &#8212; waded into a river with her four children clinging to her body. The U.S. Air Force had ordered everyone out of their village near Qui Nhon. Vietcong fighters had been using the surrounding area to fire on American Marines, and now the bombs were coming. She had no time to pack, no time to plan. She had only her children and the water in front of her.</p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://laragelya.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading Lara&#8217;s Substack! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><p><br>A young Japanese photojournalist named <strong><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ky&#333;ichi_Sawada">Kyoichi Sawada</a></strong> was there that day.<br>Sawada had begged his editors at United Press International for months to send him to Vietnam. They kept saying no &#8212; it was an American conflict, not his to cover. So in early 1965, he used his own vacation time and flew there himself, camera in hand, on his own money. His photographs were so powerful that UPI finally relented and gave him the assignment.</p><p><br><strong>That single image &#8212; a mother, chest-deep in water, four small children wrapped around her &#8212; stopped the world.</strong></p><p><br>It was titled <strong>Flight to Safety.</strong> It went on to win the <strong>1965 World Press Photo of the Year</strong>. It earned Sawada the Pulitzer Prize for Photography. It swept the Overseas Press Club Award and the US Camera Achievement Award &#8212; all in the same year. Critics called him the finest, most daring photographer working in Indochina.</p><p><br>But here is the part that history almost forgot.</p><p><br>After the awards ceremonies, after the applause, after the recognition that would have satisfied most &#8212; Sawada went looking for her. He searched through villages disrupted by war, through communities scattered by conflict, until he found not just the mother and her children, but the second family that had also been captured in the frame. He found both families.</p><p><br><strong>And he gave them every cent of the prize money.</strong></p><p><br>Not a portion. All of it.</p><p><br>He also made sure each family received a copy of the photograph &#8212; so that the woman who had waded through that river with terror in her chest could hold, in her own hands, the image that had moved the entire world.</p><p><br>He never spoke publicly about it as an act of generosity. To Sawada, it simply wasn't his story to keep.</p><p><br>He understood something that many forget: <strong>behind every iconic image is a real human being who never asked to become a symbol.</strong> The mother in that river wasn't representing a cause. She was saving her children. The least the world could do &#8212; the least he could do &#8212; was make sure she knew <strong>her struggle had been witnessed with dignity, not just documented for acclaim</strong>.</p><p><br>Sawada kept working. He kept going back to the front lines &#8212; to Vietnam, to the Battle of Hue, to the places other photographers hesitated to enter. Those who knew him described a quiet contradiction: a man so daring that he once ran through a minefield for a photograph, yet so careful that he never removed his helmet in the field.</p><p><br>In October 1970, while traveling toward Kirrirom Pass in Cambodia, his car was ambushed. He was 34 years old.</p><p><br>He left behind no famous last words. Only photographs &#8212; and a legacy of quiet integrity that stands apart from almost anyone else in the history of war photography.<br>Most people who pick up a camera want to capture the world.</p><p><br><strong>Kyoichi Sawada captured it &#8212; and then tried, in whatever small way he could, to give something back to the people inside the frame.</strong></p><p><br>The mother crossed the river to save her children. 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Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[This is not a story of leaving a country—it is a story of losing one.]]></title><description><![CDATA[I didn&#8217;t leave my country.]]></description><link>https://laragelya.substack.com/p/this-is-not-a-story-of-leaving-a</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://laragelya.substack.com/p/this-is-not-a-story-of-leaving-a</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Lara Gelya]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 15 Apr 2026 00:51:13 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!lJDA!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F33506457-1df7-420f-8986-92b452b61d6e_1024x1024.png" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p></p><p><strong>I didn&#8217;t leave my country. I lost it.</strong></p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://laragelya.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading Lara&#8217;s Substack! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><p>It was thirty-six years ago.</p><p>And then, just a few weeks ago, a man at the gym casually told me, &#8220;<em><strong>You should be deported to Russia</strong></em>,&#8221; after a disagreement over his behavior. It was the first time I had heard words like that in thirty-six years.</p><p>I have never lived in Russia. I lived in the Soviet Union&#8212;a country that no longer exists. But the man didn&#8217;t know the difference. To him, it was all the same.</p><p>In that moment, he wasn&#8217;t just one ignorant individual. He represented something larger&#8212;an America that has forgotten how to see clearly, to understand, or even to care about the difference.</p><p>I have this suffocating feeling for a while &#8212; the sense that you can no longer breathe freely here and want to be somewhere else.</p><p><strong>That is the feeling I once had in the Soviet Union. And now I feel it here.</strong></p><p>One day, I belonged somewhere. I had a language, a system, a place in the world that&#8212;however imperfect&#8212;was mine. The next, I was in transit, moving through countries that were never meant to keep me, carrying documents that did not quite prove I existed.</p><p>People often speak about immigration as a decision, a journey, even an act of courage. But there is another version&#8212;quieter, less understood&#8212;<strong>where the ground disappears beneath you before you have chosen to move at all</strong>.</p><p>I was raised in the <strong>Soviet Union</strong>, in a world defined by structure and limitation. There were rules for everything: what could be said, what could be imagined, what kind of future was possible. Freedom, as Americans understand it, did not exist. And yet, there was a kind of certainty in that life&#8212;a sense of place that required no explanation. You belonged because you were born there.</p><p>When that system began to collapse, it did not do so cleanly. It unraveled people&#8217;s lives along with its institutions. For some, it opened doors. For others, it erased the very idea of home.</p><p>I became one of those people with erased the very idea of home.</p><p>To be <strong>stateless</strong> is not just a legal condition&#8212;it is a psychological one. It means existing in between, in a space where no country fully claims you. It means learning to answer simple questions&#8212;Where are you from?&#8212;with answers that never quite satisfy.</p><p>I moved through Europe not as a traveler, but as someone waiting&#8212;waiting for permission, for paperwork, for a decision that would determine whether I could begin a life or remain suspended outside of one.</p><p>When I arrived in <strong>Vienna, Austria</strong>, by train, it didn&#8217;t feel real. I remember looking out the window as the city came into view&#8212;orderly streets, unfamiliar buildings, people moving with purpose&#8212;and thinking that I was watching a film. Everything felt composed, distant, as if I were observing someone else&#8217;s life instead of stepping into my own. I had crossed a border, but I had not yet arrived anywhere.</p><p>Time did not move forward in those months&#8212;it stalled, stretched, repeated itself.</p><p>In Rome, Italy, I stood outside the wrong building, clutching my documents, my face covered with tears, my heart pounding with the knowledge that I might be late for the most important interview of my life&#8212;the one that could determine whether I would be allowed to go to America. I had gone to the wrong location of the American Embassy. For a moment, everything narrowed to panic: unfamiliar streets, a language I did not fully command, time slipping away. I remember the disorientation more than the details&#8212;the sense that everything could unravel because I did not yet know how to exist in this new world.</p><p>There is a particular kind of invisibility that comes with that existence. You are present, but not rooted. Seen, but not recognized. You learn quickly that your story does not fit into easy categories, and so it is often not heard at all.</p><p>When I finally arrived in the United States, people spoke of freedom as if it were self-evident. But freedom, to me, was not abstract. It was practical, almost physical&#8212;the ability to make choices without fear, to build something without it being taken away, to imagine a future and believe, for the first time, that it might actually happen.</p><p><strong>Starting over is not a single moment&#8212;it is a long and uneven process. You carry your past with you even as you try to construct something new. You measure progress in small victories others might never notice. You learn to live with the tension between who you were and who you are becoming.</strong></p><p>Today, conversations about immigration often reduce people to numbers, policies, or positions. What gets lost is the <strong>human reality of dislocation&#8212;the quiet, disorienting experience of losing not just a place, but a framework for understanding your own life.</strong></p><p><strong>To lose a country is to lose more than geography. It is to lose a version of yourself that only existed in that place. Starting over is not simply an act of rebuilding&#8212;it is an act of redefinition.</strong></p><p>I didn&#8217;t leave my country. I lost it. And everything that followed&#8212;every border crossed, every document obtained, every step toward a new life&#8212;began from that absence.</p><p>During the quiet and uncertain days of the COVID-19 pandemic, I found myself looking back &#8212; reflecting on the path that brought me here. That reflection became <em><strong>Camel from Kyzylkum</strong></em>, a memoir of my journey through loss, resilience, and the search for belonging.</p><p><em><strong>Camel from Kyzylkum &#8212; A Memoir of My Life Journey.</strong></em></p><p>At its heart, the memoir asks a universal question: what does it mean to start over in a new country with nothing but a suitcase and hope?</p><p>The &#8220;camel&#8221; of the title becomes a powerful symbol: a creature built for endurance, carrying its sustenance within, much like the author herself.</p><p>My story is not only personally meaningful &#8212; it holds historical significance. It resonates across cultures and generations.</p><p><em><strong>Camel from Kyzylkum</strong></em> is a testament to courage, identity, and the quiet strength of those who endure the <strong>refugee journey</strong> and discover meaning along the way.</p><p>Whether you&#8217;re drawn to memoirs, immigrant stories, or historical journeys through the Soviet era, this book will inspire, educate, and stay with you long after the final page.</p><p>Read it now, see the links below!</p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!lJDA!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F33506457-1df7-420f-8986-92b452b61d6e_1024x1024.png" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" 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Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><p>I came across this story online and am not aware of its original author. Still, I believe it is important to remind ourselves that even in the darkest times, people are capable of great goodness.</p><p></p><div><hr></div><blockquote><p><em><strong>In 1941, the city of Leningrad </strong>was surrounded by Nazi forces and cut off from the world.</em></p><p><em>The <strong><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Siege_of_Leningrad">Siege of Leningrad</a></strong><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Siege_of_Leningrad"> </a>would last <strong>872 days</strong>&#8212;<strong>nearly two and a half years</strong>. </em></p><p><em>No food could get in. No supplies. No escape.</em></p><p><em>It became one of the deadliest sieges in human history. Over one million civilians died, most from starvation.</em></p><p><em>People ate wallpaper paste for the glue. They boiled leather belts and shoes. They ate rats, cats, dogs. As winter set in and temperatures dropped to -40&#176;F, the city became a frozen graveyard.</em></p><p><em>Inside a large building in the heart of Leningrad sat the <strong><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Institute_of_Plant_Industry">Vavilov Institute of Plant Industry</a></strong>&#8212;the world&#8217;s first global seed bank, housing <strong>250,000 samples</strong> of seeds and plant genetic material.</em></p><p><em>Wheat. Rice. Corn. Beans. Peanuts. Potatoes. Tons of it. Enough food to feed the entire institute staff for years.</em></p><p><em>And sitting inside that building, guarding those seeds, were a small group of botanists who were slowly starving to death.</em></p><p><em>They never touched a single seed.</em></p><p><em>The seed bank had been created by <strong><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nikolai_Vavilov">Nikolai Vavilov</a></strong>, a visionary botanist who had traveled the world collecting samples of nearly every edible plant known to humanity. He understood something most people didn&#8217;t in the 1920s and 1930s: genetic diversity was humanity&#8217;s insurance policy.</em></p><p><em>If disease wiped out a crop, if famine struck, if climate changed&#8212;these seeds could be used to restart agriculture. They represented the future of human food security.</em></p><p><em>By 1941, the collection was irreplaceable. The most comprehensive botanical archive on Earth.</em></p><p><em>Then the siege began.</em></p><p><em>Vavilov himself wasn&#8217;t there&#8212;<strong><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Joseph_Stalin">Stalin</a></strong> had arrested him in 1940 for his scientific views. He would die in prison in 1943, starving to death in a Soviet gulag while his life&#8217;s work sat in Leningrad.</em></p><p><em>But his scientists remained. And they understood what the collection meant.</em></p><p><em>As the siege tightened and starvation spread through the city, the scientists at the institute made a decision: the collection must be preserved at any cost.</em></p><p><em>They moved the most precious samples into the basement to protect them from German shelling. They cataloged everything meticulously, even as their hands shook from hunger.</em></p><p><em>And then they sat there, surrounded by food, and slowly died.</em></p><p><em>The greatest threat wasn&#8217;t the bombs. It was the rats.</em></p><p><em>Thousands of starving rats invaded the building, sensing the massive store of grain. The scientists&#8212;weak, skeletal, barely able to stand&#8212;took shifts guarding the collection 24 hours a day. They used sticks to fight off rodents, spending their last energy protecting seeds they refused to eat.</em></p><p><em>Alexander Stchukin was a specialist in oil-bearing plants. He was responsible for the peanut collection&#8212;hundreds of packets of rare, high-protein peanuts that could have sustained him for months.</em></p><p><em>As winter deepened and the siege dragged on, Stchukin&#8217;s body began to shut down from malnutrition. His colleagues watched him grow thinner, weaker, his movements slower.</em></p><p><em>One day, they found him dead at his desk, slumped over his work.</em></p><p><em>He was surrounded by peanuts. Literally surrounded by the food that could have saved his life.</em></p><p><em>He had died of starvation rather than eat a single one.</em></p><p><em>Dmitry Ivanov was in charge of the rice collection. Several tons of high-quality rice sat in containers around him as he worked each day, cataloging and protecting the samples.</em></p><p><em>He, too, starved to death. Surrounded by rice. Never touching it.</em></p><p><em>In total, at least nine scientists at the Vavilov Institute died of starvation during the siege. Some sources suggest the number was higher&#8212;possibly as many as 28 staff members.</em></p><p><em>Each one died surrounded by the very food that could have kept them alive. Wheat. Corn. Beans. Potatoes. Peanuts. Rice.</em></p><p><em>They could have eaten and survived. They chose not to.</em></p><p><em>Why?</em></p><p><em>Because to them, those seeds weren&#8217;t food. They were the future of humanity.</em></p><p><em>They understood that after the war&#8212;if there was an after&#8212;the world would need these seeds to restart agriculture. To feed populations. To prevent future famines.</em></p><p><em>Eating the collection would have been a betrayal of every person yet to be born. Every child who would need food in the decades to come. Every farmer who would need disease-resistant crops.</em></p><p><em>So they sat there. In unheated rooms. In a city where temperatures dropped below -40&#176;F. Where a million people were dying around them.</em></p><p><em>And they guarded the seeds.</em></p><p><em>The siege was finally lifted in January 1944. When Soviet forces reached the Vavilov Institute, they found the collection almost entirely intact.</em></p><p><em>Not a single seed had been eaten. Not a single sample compromised.</em></p><p><em>The rats hadn&#8217;t gotten in. The bombs hadn&#8217;t destroyed it. The starving scientists had protected it to their last breath.</em></p><p><em>Because of their sacrifice, the Vavilov Institute remains one of the most important genetic resources in the world today. Many modern wheat varieties, fruits, and vegetables owe their existence to seeds those scientists died protecting.</em></p><p><em>When you eat bread, there&#8217;s a chance the wheat came from genetic lines preserved by people who starved so you could eat.</em></p><p><em>This story redefines heroism. We&#8217;re used to heroes who act in moments of adrenaline&#8212;the soldier who jumps on a grenade, the firefighter who runs into the burning building.</em></p><p><em>But the scientists of Leningrad showed a different kind of heroism: the heroism of the long view. Slow, agonizing, sustained over nearly three years.</em></p><p><em>They made a choice every single day: eat and live, or protect the seeds and die.</em></p><p><em>Every day for 872 days, they chose the seeds.</em></p><p><em>They chose people they would never meet. Futures they would never see. A world that might not even survive the war.</em></p><p><em>Alexander Stchukin died at his desk, surrounded by peanuts.</em></p><p><em>Dmitry Ivanov died protecting tons of rice.</em></p><p><em>Nine scientists starved to death guarding food they refused to eat.</em></p><p><em>They didn&#8217;t just save seeds. They saved the idea that human beings are capable of incredible nobility. That science is a sacred calling. That some things matter more than individual survival.</em></p><p><em>Nine scientists starved to death during the Siege of Leningrad. They were guarding tons of edible seeds. 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But tomorrow is still wet cement.]]></title><description><![CDATA[I stumbled upon this article on FB.]]></description><link>https://laragelya.substack.com/p/yesterday-is-written-in-stone-but</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://laragelya.substack.com/p/yesterday-is-written-in-stone-but</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Lara Gelya]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 16 Mar 2026 17:56:44 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!wwJj!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fc8ff89ba-0d85-4f3c-a2d2-5b31ba0a5a42_1710x1488.png" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p class="button-wrapper" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;http://laragelya.com&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;laragelya.com&quot;,&quot;action&quot;:null,&quot;class&quot;:null}" data-component-name="ButtonCreateButton"><a class="button primary" href="http://laragelya.com"><span>laragelya.com</span></a></p><p></p><p>I stumbled upon this article on FB. It is written by <strong><a href="https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=61566382942838">No Cap Archives</a></strong>.</p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://laragelya.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading Lara&#8217;s Substack! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><p>I&#8217;m personally a great fan of <strong><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Heather_Cox_Richardson">Heather Cox Richardson</a></strong>.</p><p>Richardson has described herself as a <strong>Lincoln-era Republican</strong>, with <strong>no affiliation with any political party</strong>.</p><p>I look forward to reading her daily posts. She&#8217;s incredible. Such a calming anchor in this absolutely insane timeline we&#8217;re in.</p><div><hr></div><p></p><blockquote><p><em>In September 2019, Heather Cox Richardson was driving home from teaching her history classes at Boston College when her phone started buzzing.</em></p><p><em>Relentlessly.</em></p><p><em>She&#8217;d posted something on Facebook earlier that day&#8212;a simple explanation of a political development that had confused millions of Americans. The first impeachment inquiry into President Donald Trump had just begun, and the news was chaos.</em></p><p><em>Every channel was shouting. Every website had breaking news alerts. Confusion and outrage flooded social media.</em></p><p><em>Heather had done something different. She&#8217;d explained what happened&#8212;calmly, clearly, with historical context. She compared the moment to earlier political crises. She reminded readers that American democracy had faced enormous challenges before.</em></p><p><em>By the time she got home, thousands of people had shared her post.</em></p><p><em>The next night, she wrote again.</em></p><p><em>And the night after that.</em></p><p><em>Within weeks, tens of thousands of people were waiting for her words.</em></p><p><em>They weren&#8217;t looking for outrage. They were looking for understanding.</em></p><p><em>Five years later, Heather Cox Richardson has quietly become one of the most trusted voices in American public life&#8212;without leaving her home on the rocky coast of Maine.</em></p><p><em>She is a historian who studies the 1850s. The Civil War. Reconstruction. The years when America nearly tore itself apart.</em></p><p><em>Her academic work is the past.</em></p><p><em>But every night, she writes about the present.</em></p><p><em>And 2.6 million people&#8212;more readers than the Los Angeles Times or the Washington Post&#8212;wake up each morning to read what she&#8217;s written.</em></p><p><em>No television show. No newspaper column. Just a historian with a laptop, writing alone after midnight while the ocean crashes against the cliffs outside her window.</em></p><p><em>How did this happen?</em></p><p><em>Heather Cox Richardson was born in Chicago in 1962 and raised in Maine, where her family&#8217;s roots stretch back to the late 1700s.</em></p><p><em>She earned her PhD from Harvard, studying under legendary historians. She became a professor, first at MIT, then UMass Amherst, and finally Boston College in 2011.</em></p><p><em>For decades, she did what academics do: she researched, she taught, she published books. She wrote about the Republican Party&#8217;s history. About Reconstruction. About how democracies weaken when ordinary people lose faith that they matter.</em></p><p><em>And then September 2019 happened.</em></p><p><em>When the Trump impeachment inquiry began, Heather saw something she recognized from her years studying the 1850s and 1860s: confusion masquerading as crisis, and people desperate for someone to explain what was actually happening.</em></p><p><em>So she wrote a post.</em></p><p><em>Not an op-ed. Not a hot take. Just a clear explanation of what had occurred that day, placed in the context of American history.</em></p><p><em>It went viral.</em></p><p><em>People shared it with friends, family, coworkers. They said things like: &#8220;Finally, someone who makes sense.&#8221; &#8220;This is the first thing I&#8217;ve read that doesn&#8217;t make me want to scream.&#8221;</em></p><p><em>Heather realized people weren&#8217;t looking for more noise. They were looking for signal.</em></p><p><em>So she kept writing.</em></p><p><em>Eventually, Heather moved her writing to Substack, a newsletter platform, and launched &#8220;Letters from an American.&#8221;</em></p><p><em>The concept was simple: every night, she would write about 1,200 words explaining the day&#8217;s political events through the lens of history.</em></p><p><em>Instead of shouting about the crisis of the moment, she slowed everything down.</em></p><p><em>She showed readers how similar fears had appeared in the 1850s, when the country was splitting over slavery. In the 1930s, when democracies across Europe collapsed into authoritarianism. In the 1890s, when wealth inequality and political corruption threatened the republic.</em></p><p><em>She wrote about the people who lived through those times&#8212;people who felt exactly as anxious and powerless as many Americans feel today.</em></p><p><em>And she reminded readers of something crucial: those people made choices. Some gave up. Some fought back. And the choices they made shaped the country we inherited.</em></p><p><em>Her message wasn&#8217;t comfort. It was perspective.</em></p><p><em>And people were starving for it.</em></p><p><em>Within a year, her newsletter exploded. Hundreds of thousands of subscribers became a million. Then two million. Now 2.6 million on Substack alone, plus 3.2 million followers.</em></p><p><em>To understand how remarkable this is: The New York Times has about 10 million subscribers&#8212;and they employ thousands of journalists.</em></p><p><em>Heather is one historian with a laptop.</em></p><p><em>Why People Trust Her</em></p><p><em>The reason for her success isn&#8217;t celebrity or clickbait.</em></p><p><em>It&#8217;s tone.</em></p><p><em>Heather doesn&#8217;t panic. She doesn&#8217;t scream. She doesn&#8217;t try to terrify people into reading.</em></p><p><em>She explains.</em></p><p><em>She tells readers how demagogues throughout history used fear and anger to gain power. But she also tells stories about the people who resisted them.</em></p><p><em>The mothers who marched for voting rights.</em></p><p><em>The workers who organized for fair treatment.</em></p><p><em>The young activists who stood up for civil rights.</em></p><p><em>History, she reminds readers, was never changed by heroes alone. It was changed by ordinary people who refused to disappear.</em></p><p><em>And that&#8217;s a choice available to everyone.</em></p><p><em>The 1859 Lesson</em></p><p><em>One of Heather&#8217;s most powerful historical reflections takes readers back to 1859.</em></p><p><em>Imagine a quiet American home. A mother folds laundry. A father reads by candlelight. Children laugh in the next room.</em></p><p><em>Outside, something dark is growing.</em></p><p><em>Neighbors no longer speak to each other. Families avoid political conversations. Communities fracture into bitter camps.</em></p><p><em>Everyone feels the tension. Everyone senses something is wrong.</em></p><p><em>But many people tell themselves: Surely it won&#8217;t get worse.</em></p><p><em>Two years later, the Civil War erupted. More than 600,000 Americans died.</em></p><p><em>For Heather, studying those years carries emotional weight. Because when you read letters from ordinary people in the past, you see the moments when things might have changed. Moments when courage could have spoken louder. Moments when silence won instead.</em></p><p><em>That knowledge could create despair.</em></p><p><em>But Heather refuses to surrender to hopelessness.</em></p><p><em>Instead, she tells her readers something powerful: The past is finished. The ink is dry. But the future is still blank.</em></p><p><em>Unlike the families of 1859, we are not blind to what history can become. We know what happens when hatred spreads unchecked. We know what happens when people give up on democracy.</em></p><p><em>And because we know, we have the chance to choose differently.</em></p><p><em>Despite her national influence&#8212;interviews with President Biden, appearances on major podcasts, recognition as a USA Today Woman of the Year&#8212;Heather has not moved to Washington or New York.</em></p><p><em>She still lives on the Maine coast where her ancestors settled more than two centuries ago.</em></p><p><em>In September 2022, she married Buddy Poland, a lobsterman and photographer. She has three children from a previous marriage.</em></p><p><em>On quiet mornings when she isn&#8217;t teaching or writing, Heather walks along the rocky shoreline. Sometimes she swims near a harbor rock named after her grandmother, who learned to swim there over a century ago.</em></p><p><em>Living in that place reminds her that history is not abstract. It is personal. The people of the past were ordinary human beings trying to survive uncertain times.</em></p><p><em>Just like us.</em></p><p><em>Every Night, the Same Ritual</em></p><p><em>Every evening, after finishing her work at Boston College, Heather returns home and reads the day&#8217;s news.</em></p><p><em>She watches political debates. She studies policy decisions. She searches for the deeper patterns hiding beneath the noise.</em></p><p><em>Then, often past midnight, she begins to write.</em></p><p><em>Outside, the ocean is dark and endless.</em></p><p><em>Inside, her words take shape.</em></p><p><em>By morning, millions of people will read them.</em></p><p><em>Teachers in Chicago. Retirees in Arizona. College students in California. Parents drinking coffee before work.</em></p><p><em>People who feel frightened. People who feel exhausted. People who need someone to remind them that history is bigger than today&#8217;s headlines.</em></p><p><em>In 2023, Heather published &#8220;Democracy Awakening: Notes on the State of America.&#8221;</em></p><p><em>In it, she examined how political extremism didn&#8217;t appear suddenly&#8212;it grew slowly through decades of decisions, political alliances, cultural conflicts, and economic changes.</em></p><p><em>But the book carried hope. Because understanding history gives people power. If patterns can be recognized, they can be changed.</em></p><p><em>Despite all the recognition, Heather&#8217;s message remains simple.</em></p><p><em>Democracy is not saved by presidents. It is not saved by parties.</em></p><p><em>It is saved by citizens.</em></p><p><em>The people who vote. The people who speak up. The people who refuse to surrender to cynicism.</em></p><p><em>History proves this again and again.</em></p><p><em>Women fought for decades before winning the right to vote. Civil rights activists marched despite violence and threats. Ordinary people, often scared and uncertain, chose to keep going.</em></p><p><em>Those choices changed the country.</em></p><p><em>Heather Cox Richardson is not a pundit. She&#8217;s not trying to win arguments or score political points.</em></p><p><em>She&#8217;s a historian who believes that if people have true facts in front of them, they will make good decisions.</em></p><p><em>She&#8217;s someone who saw millions of Americans drowning in information but starving for context&#8212;and decided to help.</em></p><p><em>And she&#8217;s doing it the way historians have always worked: by studying the past, finding the patterns, and reminding people that we&#8217;ve been here before.</em></p><p><em>Every night, the same quiet ritual continues.</em></p><p><em>A historian sits at her desk near the sea. The nation argues, panics, and debates outside.</em></p><p><em>But she does something different.</em></p><p><em>She remembers.</em></p><p><em>She gathers pieces of yesterday&#8217;s chaos and fits them into the larger story of America.</em></p><p><em>She reminds readers that history never moves in straight lines. That fear has existed before. That courage has too.</em></p><p><em>Her words travel through the darkness to millions of phones and laptops across the country.</em></p><p><em>And when people read them in the morning, something shifts.</em></p><p><em>They feel steadier. They feel less alone.</em></p><p><em>Most importantly, they remember something essential:</em></p><p><em>They are not just witnesses to history.</em></p><p><em>They are participants in it.</em></p><p><em>Heather Cox Richardson proved that in an age of screaming cable news and social media chaos, the most powerful voice might be the quietest one.</em></p><p><em>The historian who doesn&#8217;t panic. Who doesn&#8217;t shout. Who simply explains.</em></p><p><em>And reminds us that the story of democracy is not finished.</em></p><p><em>Yesterday is written in stone. But tomorrow is still wet cement.</em></p><p><em>And every single one of us leaves a mark.</em></p></blockquote><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!wwJj!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fc8ff89ba-0d85-4f3c-a2d2-5b31ba0a5a42_1710x1488.png" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!wwJj!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fc8ff89ba-0d85-4f3c-a2d2-5b31ba0a5a42_1710x1488.png 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!wwJj!,w_848,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fc8ff89ba-0d85-4f3c-a2d2-5b31ba0a5a42_1710x1488.png 848w, 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Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[I want to share something with you that brought me comfort.]]></title><description><![CDATA[Andrea Bocelli in Tampa]]></description><link>https://laragelya.substack.com/p/i-want-to-share-something-with-you</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://laragelya.substack.com/p/i-want-to-share-something-with-you</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Lara Gelya]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 23 Feb 2026 02:50:13 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/youtube/w_728,c_limit/heuUp3uSsys" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p class="button-wrapper" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://laragelya.com&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;laragelya.com&quot;,&quot;action&quot;:null,&quot;class&quot;:null}" data-component-name="ButtonCreateButton"><a class="button primary" href="https://laragelya.com"><span>laragelya.com</span></a></p><p></p><p>As a country, we&#8217;re living through a difficult and uncertain time.</p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://laragelya.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading Lara&#8217;s Substack! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><p><strong>But today I want to share something with you that brought me comfort and may bring a little light to you as well.</strong></p><p>This year, for Valentine&#8217;s Day, my husband and I gifted ourselves tickets to <strong><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Andrea_Bocelli">Andrea Bocelli</a></strong>&#8217;s &#8220;<em><strong>Romanza 30th Anniversary Tour</strong></em>&#8221; at Tampa&#8217;s <strong><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Benchmark_International_Arena">Benchmark International Arena</a></strong>.</p><p><strong>Andrea Bocelli</strong> performed alongside internationally acclaimed <strong>soprano</strong> <strong><a href="https://www.bareopera.org/larisa-martinez">Larisa Mart&#237;nez</a></strong> and Grammy Award-winning <strong>baritone</strong> <strong><a href="https://edwardparksbaritone.com">Edward Parks</a></strong>. Larisa Mart&#237;nez was born and raised in Puerto Rico, and Edward Parks is a native of Indiana.  </p><p><em><strong>Together, they created moments of breathtaking harmony that elevated an already unforgettable night.</strong></em></p><p>For two and a half hours, we forgot about the horrors unfolding in our country and around the world and allowed ourselves to be immersed in the magic world of the music. </p><p>The concert was truly phenomenal. </p><p>Here is just a little sample of it for you:</p><div id="youtube2-heuUp3uSsys" class="youtube-wrap" data-attrs="{&quot;videoId&quot;:&quot;heuUp3uSsys&quot;,&quot;startTime&quot;:null,&quot;endTime&quot;:null}" data-component-name="Youtube2ToDOM"><div class="youtube-inner"><iframe src="https://www.youtube-nocookie.com/embed/heuUp3uSsys?rel=0&amp;autoplay=0&amp;showinfo=0&amp;enablejsapi=0" frameborder="0" loading="lazy" gesture="media" allow="autoplay; fullscreen" allowautoplay="true" allowfullscreen="true" width="728" height="409"></iframe></div></div><h2><strong>His life is a testament to resilience, faith, and the transformative power of music. </strong></h2><p><strong>Andrea Bocelli</strong> was born on <strong>September 22, 1958</strong>, in the rolling hills of <strong><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lajatico">Lajatico, Tuscany</a></strong> &#8212; a landscape that seems almost destined to produce music. From early childhood, melody was his language. He began piano lessons at six and soon added flute and saxophone, revealing an instinctive musicality that would later captivate the world.</p><p>Born with <strong><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Primary_congenital_glaucoma">congenital glaucoma</a></strong>, Bocelli lived with limited vision from infancy. At the age of 12, after a soccer accident left him completely blind, darkness became permanent &#8212; but music became luminous. Rather than limiting him, his blindness deepened his listening, sharpening his sensitivity to tone, phrasing, and emotion. He learned to read music in <strong><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Braille">Braille</a></strong> and refined his voice with unwavering discipline, transforming adversity into artistry.</p><p>Before devoting himself fully to music, Bocelli earned a law degree from the <strong><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/University_of_Pisa">University of Pisa</a> </strong>and briefly worked as a lawyer. Yet destiny intervened in 1992 when a demo recording reached the legendary <strong><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Luciano_Pavarotti">Luciano Pavarotti</a></strong>, who recognized the young singer&#8217;s extraordinary gift. Two years later, Bocelli&#8217;s victory at the <strong><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sanremo_Music_Festival">Sanremo Music Festival</a></strong> launched an international career that would span opera houses, stadiums, and the grandest stages in the world.</p><p>With more than <strong>90 million albums sold</strong>, he has bridged classical and contemporary worlds, bringing arias and ballads alike to global audiences. His voice carries both technical mastery and an unmistakable tenderness &#8212; a sound that feels at once majestic and intimate.</p><p>In his personal life, Bocelli is a devoted family man. He was first married to <strong><a href="https://www.pinterest.com/pin/enrica-cenzatti-bio-family-net-worth-in-2021--755338168751318579/">Enrica Cenzatti</a></strong>, with whom he has two sons, <strong>Amos</strong> and <strong>Matteo</strong> &#8212; Matteo has followed in his father&#8217;s musical footsteps and has performed alongside him in concert. </p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!CmNe!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F38441f40-7b49-44dc-ba59-de6395b4fa24_918x1088.png" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" 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stroke-width="2" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" class="lucide lucide-maximize2 lucide-maximize-2"><polyline points="15 3 21 3 21 9"></polyline><polyline points="9 21 3 21 3 15"></polyline><line x1="21" x2="14" y1="3" y2="10"></line><line x1="3" x2="10" y1="21" y2="14"></line></svg></button></div></div></div></a></figure></div><p>In 2014, Bocelli married <strong><a href="https://www.belmont.edu/hope-people/episodes/a-hope-that-heals.html">Veronica Berti</a></strong><a href="https://www.belmont.edu/hope-people/episodes/a-hope-that-heals.html">,</a> who is also his manager and frequent collaborator; together they have a daughter, <strong>Virginia</strong>. His children often share the stage with him, turning performances into moments of generational harmony &#8212; not only concerts, but celebrations of family.</p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!FrDk!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F69b67a02-d969-4f7c-936d-70d35ae2b72b_902x1118.png" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!FrDk!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F69b67a02-d969-4f7c-936d-70d35ae2b72b_902x1118.png 424w, 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On February 8th, we watched the Super Bowl and are still talking about the incredible halftime performance. Yet today, February 11th, we watched in disbelief as Attorney General <strong><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pam_Bondi">Pam Bondi</a></strong><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pam_Bondi"> </a>appeared before the House Judiciary Committee &#8212; a hearing that deserves its own thoughtful examination.</p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://laragelya.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading Lara&#8217;s Substack! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><p>Amid all of this, I happened to come across a beautifully written article by <strong><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Michael_Garrett_(politician)">Michael Garrett</a></strong>, <strong>Democrat from the North Carolina State Senate</strong>. As I read it, my eyes filled with tears &#8212; he put into words exactly what I (and perhaps many of you) have been feeling.</p><p>Please take a moment to read it &#8212; and share it widely.</p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!gEWe!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fc3668b47-226c-4be2-b555-917ef821ec0b_1310x878.png" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!gEWe!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fc3668b47-226c-4be2-b555-917ef821ec0b_1310x878.png 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!gEWe!,w_848,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fc3668b47-226c-4be2-b555-917ef821ec0b_1310x878.png 848w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!gEWe!,w_1272,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fc3668b47-226c-4be2-b555-917ef821ec0b_1310x878.png 1272w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!gEWe!,w_1456,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fc3668b47-226c-4be2-b555-917ef821ec0b_1310x878.png 1456w" sizes="100vw"><img src="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!gEWe!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fc3668b47-226c-4be2-b555-917ef821ec0b_1310x878.png" width="1310" height="878" data-attrs="{&quot;src&quot;:&quot;https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/c3668b47-226c-4be2-b555-917ef821ec0b_1310x878.png&quot;,&quot;srcNoWatermark&quot;:null,&quot;fullscreen&quot;:null,&quot;imageSize&quot;:null,&quot;height&quot;:878,&quot;width&quot;:1310,&quot;resizeWidth&quot;:null,&quot;bytes&quot;:null,&quot;alt&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:null,&quot;type&quot;:null,&quot;href&quot;:null,&quot;belowTheFold&quot;:false,&quot;topImage&quot;:true,&quot;internalRedirect&quot;:null,&quot;isProcessing&quot;:false,&quot;align&quot;:null,&quot;offset&quot;:false}" class="sizing-normal" alt="" title="" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!gEWe!,w_424,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fc3668b47-226c-4be2-b555-917ef821ec0b_1310x878.png 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!gEWe!,w_848,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fc3668b47-226c-4be2-b555-917ef821ec0b_1310x878.png 848w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!gEWe!,w_1272,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fc3668b47-226c-4be2-b555-917ef821ec0b_1310x878.png 1272w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!gEWe!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fc3668b47-226c-4be2-b555-917ef821ec0b_1310x878.png 1456w" sizes="100vw" fetchpriority="high"></picture><div class="image-link-expand"><div class="pencraft pc-display-flex pc-gap-8 pc-reset"><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container restack-image"><svg role="img" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 20 20" fill="none" stroke-width="1.5" stroke="var(--color-fg-primary)" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg"><g><title></title><path d="M2.53001 7.81595C3.49179 4.73911 6.43281 2.5 9.91173 2.5C13.1684 2.5 15.9537 4.46214 17.0852 7.23684L17.6179 8.67647M17.6179 8.67647L18.5002 4.26471M17.6179 8.67647L13.6473 6.91176M17.4995 12.1841C16.5378 15.2609 13.5967 17.5 10.1178 17.5C6.86118 17.5 4.07589 15.5379 2.94432 12.7632L2.41165 11.3235M2.41165 11.3235L1.5293 15.7353M2.41165 11.3235L6.38224 13.0882"></path></g></svg></button><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container view-image"><svg xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 24 24" fill="none" stroke="currentColor" stroke-width="2" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" class="lucide lucide-maximize2 lucide-maximize-2"><polyline points="15 3 21 3 21 9"></polyline><polyline points="9 21 3 21 3 15"></polyline><line x1="21" x2="14" y1="3" y2="10"></line><line x1="3" x2="10" y1="21" y2="14"></line></svg></button></div></div></div></a></figure></div><blockquote><p>I watched <strong><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bad_Bunny">Bad Bunny</a></strong> deliver the most American halftime show I have ever seen. </p><p>Then I came home and watched it again. And I am not okay. In the best possible way.</p><p>He sang every single word in Spanish. Every. Single. Word. He danced through sugarcane fields built on a football field in California while the President of the United States sat somewhere calling it &#8220;disgusting.&#8221; <strong><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lady_Gaga">Lady Gaga</a></strong> came out and did the salsa. Ricky Martin lit up the night. A couple got married on the field. He handed his Grammy, the one he won eight days ago for Album of the Year, to a little boy who looked up at him the way every child looks up when they dare to believe the world has a place for them.</p><p>And then this man, this son of a truck driver and a schoolteacher from Vega Baja, Puerto Rico, stood on the biggest stage on the planet and said &#8220;God bless America.&#8221;</p><p>And then he started naming them.</p><p>Chile. Argentina. Uruguay. Paraguay. Bolivia. Peru. Ecuador. Brazil. Colombia. Venezuela. Panama. Costa Rica. Nicaragua. Honduras. El Salvador. Guatemala. Mexico. Cuba. Dominican Republic. Jamaica. The United States. Canada. And then, his voice breaking with everything he carries, &#8220;Mi patria, Puerto Rico. Seguimos aqu&#237;.&#8221; My homeland, Puerto Rico. We are still here.</p><p>The flags came. Every single one of them. Carried across that field by dancers and musicians while the jumbotron lit up with the only words that mattered: </p><p>&#8220;<strong>THE ONLY THING MORE POWERFUL THAN HATE IS LOVE.</strong>&#8221;</p><p>I teared up. I&#8217;m not ashamed to say it. I sat on my couch and I wept because THAT is the America I believe in. That is the American story, not the sanitized, gated, English-only version that small and frightened people try to sell us. The REAL one. The messy, beautiful, multilingual, multicolored, courageous one. The one that has always been built by hands that speak every language and pray in every tongue and come from every corner of this hemisphere.</p><p>That is the America I want Jack and Charlotte to know. That when the moment came, when the whole world was watching, a Puerto Rican kid who grew up to become the most-streamed artist on Earth stood in front of 100 million people, sang in his mother&#8217;s language, blessed every nation in the Americas, and spiked a football that read &#8220;Together, we are America&#8221; into the ground. Not with anger. With joy. With love so big it made hate look exactly as small as it is.</p><p>And what did the President do? He called it &#8220;absolutely terrible.&#8221; He said &#8220;nobody understands a word this guy is saying.&#8221; He called it &#8220;a slap in the face to our Country.&#8221; The leader of the free world watched a celebration of love, culture, and everything this hemisphere has given to the world, and all he could see was something foreign. Something threatening. Something disgusting.</p><p>Let that sink into your bones.</p><p>The man who is supposed to represent all of us looked at the flags of our neighbors, heard the language of 500 million Americans across this hemisphere, and felt attacked. That&#8217;s not strength. That&#8217;s not patriotism. That is poverty of the soul.</p><p>And then there was the Turning Point show. Kid Rock in a college arena in North Dakota. Three million viewers watching a man who once wrote a song about liking underage girls perform as the &#8220;family-friendly&#8221; alternative to a Puerto Rican artist celebrating love. They called it the &#8220;All-American Halftime Show&#8221;, as if America has a velvet rope. As if this country belongs to some of us and not all of us. As if you need to sing in English to count.</p><p>Here&#8217;s what I want to say to everyone who posted about that show tonight, who shared it proudly, who turned away from Bad Bunny&#8217;s celebration because it was in Spanish and the flags weren&#8217;t only red, white, and blue:</p><p>Your children will see those posts. Your grandchildren will find them. The internet doesn&#8217;t forget. And one day, when the history of this moment is written, when our kids and their kids look back at 2026 the way we look back at the people who stood on the wrong side of every bridge and every march and every moment that mattered, they will know exactly where you stood. They will see who chose Kid Rock over a hemisphere of flags. They will see who called love &#8220;disgusting.&#8221; And they will carry that knowledge the way all of us carry the knowledge of what our ancestors did when they were tested.</p><p>I don&#8217;t say that with anger. I say it with sadness. Because hate is an inheritance nobody asks for, and yet it gets passed down just the same.</p><p>Bad Bunny didn&#8217;t say &#8220;ICE out&#8221; tonight. He didn&#8217;t need to. He just showed the whole world what America looks like when we are not afraid of each other. When culture is shared, not policed. When language is music, not a threat. When a flag from every nation in this hemisphere can walk across a football field together and the only words you need are the ones he gave us:</p><p><strong>The only thing more powerful than hate is love.</strong></p><p><strong>Over 100 million people saw that tonight.</strong></p><p><strong>And no Truth Social post can take it away.</strong></p></blockquote><p></p><p class="button-wrapper" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://laragelya.com&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;laragelya.com&quot;,&quot;action&quot;:null,&quot;class&quot;:null}" data-component-name="ButtonCreateButton"><a class="button primary" href="https://laragelya.com"><span>laragelya.com</span></a></p><p></p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://laragelya.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading Lara&#8217;s Substack! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Susan Rice sounds ALARM on Trump insulting U.S. allies]]></title><description><![CDATA[The Best People with Nicolle Wallace - Podcast]]></description><link>https://laragelya.substack.com/p/susan-rice-sounds-alarm-on-trump</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://laragelya.substack.com/p/susan-rice-sounds-alarm-on-trump</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Lara Gelya]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 02 Feb 2026 01:35:26 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/youtube/w_728,c_limit/Hdt2J7qLHhU" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p class="button-wrapper" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://laragelya.com&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;laragelya.com&quot;,&quot;action&quot;:null,&quot;class&quot;:null}" data-component-name="ButtonCreateButton"><a class="button primary" href="https://laragelya.com"><span>laragelya.com</span></a></p><p></p><p><strong><a href="https://www.google.com/search?client=safari&amp;hs=Q6Gp&amp;sca_esv=24f31dd8e815d22e&amp;rls=en&amp;sxsrf=ANbL-n72t8zmkfpt9JoUp7JD0sso64znEw:1769993675615&amp;q=Nicolle+Wallace&amp;sa=X&amp;ved=2ahUKEwiZraiizLmSAxXoRTABHdQ3OvQQxccNegQIbBAB">Nicolle Wallace</a></strong> is a former Republican who served in the <strong><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/George_W._Bush">George W. Bush</a></strong> White House but is now a prominent left-of-center TV host on <strong><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/MS_NOW">MS NOW</a></strong>, known for being a vocal critic of Donald Trump and the modern Republican Party, though she states she has never been a Democrat. She identifies as a "self-loathing former Republican" and supports some Democrats but maintains her political roots and understanding of the GOP.</p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://laragelya.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading Lara&#8217;s Substack! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><p>In her podcast, <em><strong>The Best People</strong></em>, <strong>Nicolle Wallace</strong><em><strong> </strong></em>seeks advice<em><strong> </strong></em>on how to keep reaching for <strong>truth, decency, and connection</strong> in an era of social and political upheaval.</p><p>I would like to share with you the recent podcast (January 26, 2026) of Nicolle Wallace with <strong><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Susan_Rice">Susan Rice</a></strong>. </p><p><strong>Susan Rice reminds me of the days when truly accomplished, thoughtful, and intelligent people served at the highest levels of our government. </strong></p><p>Thank you for speaking out, Ms. Rice!</p><blockquote><p><strong>Susan Rice</strong>, former Ambassador to the United Nations and President Obama&#8217;s National Security Advisor, joins Nicolle Wallace on "The Best People."  Susan Rice&#8217;s exemplary career in government and international relations has earned her a distinctive reputation as a resolute advocate for American interests on the world stage. She is keenly aware of our nation&#8217;s leadership role across the globe. So, her sober analysis of President Trump&#8217;s brazen and &#8220;widening authoritarian power grab" should be taken with the gravity she affords it. Ambassador Rice joins Nicolle to emphasize how far Trump has fallen from his campaign promises of isolationism and affordability, while underscoring that &#8220;most Americans did not sign up for reckless foreign adventures for an imperial United States.&#8221; And she lays plain that, whether bullying Greenland abroad or brutal ICE interactions here at home, <strong>Trump&#8217;s &#8220;gestapo-like tactics&#8221; are not who we are</strong>.</p></blockquote><p></p><div id="youtube2-Hdt2J7qLHhU" class="youtube-wrap" data-attrs="{&quot;videoId&quot;:&quot;Hdt2J7qLHhU&quot;,&quot;startTime&quot;:null,&quot;endTime&quot;:null}" data-component-name="Youtube2ToDOM"><div class="youtube-inner"><iframe src="https://www.youtube-nocookie.com/embed/Hdt2J7qLHhU?rel=0&amp;autoplay=0&amp;showinfo=0&amp;enablejsapi=0" frameborder="0" loading="lazy" gesture="media" allow="autoplay; fullscreen" allowautoplay="true" allowfullscreen="true" width="728" height="409"></iframe></div></div><p></p><p></p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://laragelya.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading Lara&#8217;s Substack! 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The public reaction was immediate and intense. Many of us could not believe something like that could happen in our country. It felt unreal.</p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://laragelya.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading Lara&#8217;s Substack! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><p>And yet, just ten months later, we are witnessing scenes that <strong>once felt unimaginable</strong>. Videos and images coming out of Minneapolis show violence, fear, and people being brought to the ground in plain sight. <strong>Americans are being murdered, detained, dehumanized, and stripped of basic due process.</strong> The language, the tactics, the atmosphere&#8212;it feels disturbingly familiar to those of us who have lived under authoritarian systems.</p><p>As someone who was born and lived in the <strong><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Soviet_Union">Soviet Union</a></strong>, I never thought I would experience that same sense of dread here. Watching what is happening now makes many of us feel angry, terrified, and heartbreakingly helpless. </p><p><strong>Congress has failed to protect people. The courts feel distant. Institutions we trusted seem absent when we need them most.</strong></p><p>The question that keeps echoing in my mind is simple and terrifying:</p><p><br><strong>How do we get our country back?</strong></p><p><br><strong>How do 340 million people reclaim their voice when the emergency is already here?</strong></p><p>I&#8217;m sharing this article below because staying silent feels like surrender. </p><p><strong>Please read it. Please stay informed. Please stay politically engaged</strong>. <strong>Please don&#8217;t look away.</strong></p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!PqSa!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fbbd8b06f-acaa-4a81-af2c-12bd637d80cb_1040x693.webp" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!PqSa!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fbbd8b06f-acaa-4a81-af2c-12bd637d80cb_1040x693.webp 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!PqSa!,w_848,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fbbd8b06f-acaa-4a81-af2c-12bd637d80cb_1040x693.webp 848w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!PqSa!,w_1272,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fbbd8b06f-acaa-4a81-af2c-12bd637d80cb_1040x693.webp 1272w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!PqSa!,w_1456,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fbbd8b06f-acaa-4a81-af2c-12bd637d80cb_1040x693.webp 1456w" sizes="100vw"><img src="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!PqSa!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fbbd8b06f-acaa-4a81-af2c-12bd637d80cb_1040x693.webp" width="1040" height="693" data-attrs="{&quot;src&quot;:&quot;https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/bbd8b06f-acaa-4a81-af2c-12bd637d80cb_1040x693.webp&quot;,&quot;srcNoWatermark&quot;:null,&quot;fullscreen&quot;:null,&quot;imageSize&quot;:null,&quot;height&quot;:693,&quot;width&quot;:1040,&quot;resizeWidth&quot;:null,&quot;bytes&quot;:120668,&quot;alt&quot;:null,&quot;title&quot;:null,&quot;type&quot;:&quot;image/webp&quot;,&quot;href&quot;:null,&quot;belowTheFold&quot;:true,&quot;topImage&quot;:false,&quot;internalRedirect&quot;:&quot;https://laragelya.substack.com/i/184805906?img=https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fbbd8b06f-acaa-4a81-af2c-12bd637d80cb_1040x693.webp&quot;,&quot;isProcessing&quot;:false,&quot;align&quot;:null,&quot;offset&quot;:false}" class="sizing-normal" alt="" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!PqSa!,w_424,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fbbd8b06f-acaa-4a81-af2c-12bd637d80cb_1040x693.webp 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!PqSa!,w_848,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fbbd8b06f-acaa-4a81-af2c-12bd637d80cb_1040x693.webp 848w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!PqSa!,w_1272,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fbbd8b06f-acaa-4a81-af2c-12bd637d80cb_1040x693.webp 1272w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!PqSa!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fbbd8b06f-acaa-4a81-af2c-12bd637d80cb_1040x693.webp 1456w" sizes="100vw" loading="lazy"></picture><div class="image-link-expand"><div class="pencraft pc-display-flex pc-gap-8 pc-reset"><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container restack-image"><svg role="img" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 20 20" fill="none" stroke-width="1.5" stroke="var(--color-fg-primary)" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg"><g><title></title><path d="M2.53001 7.81595C3.49179 4.73911 6.43281 2.5 9.91173 2.5C13.1684 2.5 15.9537 4.46214 17.0852 7.23684L17.6179 8.67647M17.6179 8.67647L18.5002 4.26471M17.6179 8.67647L13.6473 6.91176M17.4995 12.1841C16.5378 15.2609 13.5967 17.5 10.1178 17.5C6.86118 17.5 4.07589 15.5379 2.94432 12.7632L2.41165 11.3235M2.41165 11.3235L1.5293 15.7353M2.41165 11.3235L6.38224 13.0882"></path></g></svg></button><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container view-image"><svg xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 24 24" fill="none" stroke="currentColor" stroke-width="2" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" class="lucide lucide-maximize2 lucide-maximize-2"><polyline points="15 3 21 3 21 9"></polyline><polyline points="9 21 3 21 3 15"></polyline><line x1="21" x2="14" y1="3" y2="10"></line><line x1="3" x2="10" y1="21" y2="14"></line></svg></button></div></div></div></a></figure></div><blockquote><p>Friends,</p><p>This is a national emergency. Trump is off the rails. His ICE and Border Patrol goons are loose on America. The havoc in Minneapolis will worsen and will occur elsewhere. Yesterday, someone else was shot there.</p><p>His military is loose on the world. Now Venezuela and the Caribbean, at any moment Iran or Cuba or Greenland. (European nations are at this moment sending troops to Greenland, presumably to defend it from Trump&#8217;s America.)</p><p>You may feel helpless &#8212; a powerless observer of this hurricane of violence and stupidity.</p><p>You may be experiencing the kind of despair that immobilizes the brain and numbs the senses.</p><p>You may want to scream but can&#8217;t find your voice because you&#8217;re so shocked and frightened.</p><p><strong>Please do not succumb to helplessness, despair, or fear.</strong></p><p><strong>You are needed. Desperately.</strong></p><p>What more can you do beyond protesting, calling your members of Congress, and (if you can afford to) writing checks to candidates who can flip seats?</p><p>Stay politically engaged, but don&#8217;t wait for the Democratic Party to get a spine or hope that the Republican Party discovers integrity. We are moving beyond party politics.</p><p>Here&#8217;s what you can also do: Mobilize your employers, your organizations, and your congregations &#8212; anywhere you work, any group of which you&#8217;re a member &#8212; and get them to use their influence to end this barbarity.</p><p>Organize your fellow employees, retirees, alumni, and congregants. Get them to help you pressure trustees, directors, and heads of every major university, professional association, charity, and foundation. Every corporate CEO or managing director. Every religious leader.</p><p>Push everyone with any formal authority in this nation to speak with clarity and conviction against what is happening, and to commit themselves and their organizations to ending this scourge.</p><p>Help them understand that silence in the face of this catastrophe is complicity. That there is no longer any excuse for them to be &#8220;prudently cautious,&#8221; no longer any justification for them to wait until &#8220;others take the lead.&#8221;</p><p><strong>The emergency is now.</strong></p><p>Help them see that as America slides further into this authoritarian nightmare, their own organizations are on the line. No group is secure. No corporation is immune. There is no place to hide.</p><p>You can be a leader by getting the formal leaders of America to exercise their formal leadership and power.</p><p>The heads of American corporations and financial institutions need to issue strong rebukes of this regime. Corporations and banks that pride themselves on their responsibilities to the American public have a special role: Patagonia, TOMS, Ben &amp; Jerry&#8217;s, Salesforce, Adidas, Microsoft, Google, JPMorgan Chase.</p><p>We also need to hear from leaders of America&#8217;s great foundations, which, after all, are organized to pursue the public interest: Ford, Rockefeller, Carnegie, Bill and Melinda Gates, J.Paul Getty, Robert Wood Johnson, Kellogg.</p><p>We need America&#8217;s religious leaders to condemn this brutality: bishops of the Catholic Church, the United Methodist Church, and the General Convention of the Episcopal Church; pastors of the Southern Baptist Convention and National Baptist Convention; president and counselors of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints; rabbis in the Central Conference of American Rabbis, Union of Reform Judaism, and the Orthodox Union; imams in the Islamic Society of North America.</p><p>We need America&#8217;s great nonprofits to loudly repudiate what&#8217;s occurring: League of Women Voters, Salvation Army, Common Cause, National Urban League, Public Citizen, Sierra Club, Greenpeace, Hispanic Federation.</p><p>Also the American Bar Association, American Medical Association, National Education Association, American Federation of Teachers, American Association of University Professors, National Library Association &#8212; all must loudly condemn Trump&#8217;s lawless reign of terror.</p><p>We need every labor union in America and its leadership to denounce what is happening and organize against it.</p><p>All must use their voices and their influence in this fight, because no other fight is as crucial at this point in the history of America and the world.</p><p>Make them see this. Deliver this message to them: If these organizations and these leaders stand up against what is occurring and use their considerable influence to stop it, history will praise their leadership and courage.</p><p>If they fail to do so, history will condemn their cowardice and complicity.</p><p>&#8212;<a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Robert_Reich">Robert Reich</a></p></blockquote><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://laragelya.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading Lara&#8217;s Substack! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[The Suicide Pact: What Happens the Moment We Touch Greenland…]]></title><description><![CDATA[Article by Brent Molnar]]></description><link>https://laragelya.substack.com/p/the-suicide-pact-what-happens-the</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://laragelya.substack.com/p/the-suicide-pact-what-happens-the</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Lara Gelya]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 15 Jan 2026 01:22:20 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!eXiu!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F36c6de61-688c-4a6f-a08c-464e76e1fa85_973x1000.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p></p><p class="button-wrapper" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://laragelya.com&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;laragelya.com&quot;,&quot;action&quot;:null,&quot;class&quot;:null}" data-component-name="ButtonCreateButton"><a class="button primary" href="https://laragelya.com"><span>laragelya.com</span></a></p><p></p><p><strong>In light of the ongoing escalation of events and the discussions surrounding Greenland, I felt compelled to share the article below.</strong></p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!eXiu!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F36c6de61-688c-4a6f-a08c-464e76e1fa85_973x1000.jpeg" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!eXiu!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F36c6de61-688c-4a6f-a08c-464e76e1fa85_973x1000.jpeg 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!eXiu!,w_848,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F36c6de61-688c-4a6f-a08c-464e76e1fa85_973x1000.jpeg 848w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!eXiu!,w_1272,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F36c6de61-688c-4a6f-a08c-464e76e1fa85_973x1000.jpeg 1272w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!eXiu!,w_1456,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F36c6de61-688c-4a6f-a08c-464e76e1fa85_973x1000.jpeg 1456w" sizes="100vw"><img src="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!eXiu!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F36c6de61-688c-4a6f-a08c-464e76e1fa85_973x1000.jpeg" width="973" height="1000" data-attrs="{&quot;src&quot;:&quot;https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/36c6de61-688c-4a6f-a08c-464e76e1fa85_973x1000.jpeg&quot;,&quot;srcNoWatermark&quot;:null,&quot;fullscreen&quot;:null,&quot;imageSize&quot;:null,&quot;height&quot;:1000,&quot;width&quot;:973,&quot;resizeWidth&quot;:null,&quot;bytes&quot;:null,&quot;alt&quot;:&quot;Arctic Ocean map with North Pole and Arctic Circle. Arctic region map with countries, national borders, rivers and lakes. Map without sea ice. English labeling and scaling.&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:null,&quot;type&quot;:null,&quot;href&quot;:null,&quot;belowTheFold&quot;:false,&quot;topImage&quot;:true,&quot;internalRedirect&quot;:null,&quot;isProcessing&quot;:false,&quot;align&quot;:null,&quot;offset&quot;:false}" class="sizing-normal" alt="Arctic Ocean map with North Pole and Arctic Circle. Arctic region map with countries, national borders, rivers and lakes. Map without sea ice. English labeling and scaling." title="Arctic Ocean map with North Pole and Arctic Circle. Arctic region map with countries, national borders, rivers and lakes. Map without sea ice. English labeling and scaling." srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!eXiu!,w_424,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F36c6de61-688c-4a6f-a08c-464e76e1fa85_973x1000.jpeg 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!eXiu!,w_848,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F36c6de61-688c-4a6f-a08c-464e76e1fa85_973x1000.jpeg 848w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!eXiu!,w_1272,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F36c6de61-688c-4a6f-a08c-464e76e1fa85_973x1000.jpeg 1272w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!eXiu!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F36c6de61-688c-4a6f-a08c-464e76e1fa85_973x1000.jpeg 1456w" sizes="100vw" fetchpriority="high"></picture><div class="image-link-expand"><div class="pencraft pc-display-flex pc-gap-8 pc-reset"><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container restack-image"><svg role="img" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 20 20" fill="none" stroke-width="1.5" stroke="var(--color-fg-primary)" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg"><g><title></title><path d="M2.53001 7.81595C3.49179 4.73911 6.43281 2.5 9.91173 2.5C13.1684 2.5 15.9537 4.46214 17.0852 7.23684L17.6179 8.67647M17.6179 8.67647L18.5002 4.26471M17.6179 8.67647L13.6473 6.91176M17.4995 12.1841C16.5378 15.2609 13.5967 17.5 10.1178 17.5C6.86118 17.5 4.07589 15.5379 2.94432 12.7632L2.41165 11.3235M2.41165 11.3235L1.5293 15.7353M2.41165 11.3235L6.38224 13.0882"></path></g></svg></button><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container view-image"><svg xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 24 24" fill="none" stroke="currentColor" stroke-width="2" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" class="lucide lucide-maximize2 lucide-maximize-2"><polyline points="15 3 21 3 21 9"></polyline><polyline points="9 21 3 21 3 15"></polyline><line x1="21" x2="14" y1="3" y2="10"></line><line x1="3" x2="10" y1="21" y2="14"></line></svg></button></div></div></div></a></figure></div><blockquote><p>The Suicide Pact: What Happens the Moment We Touch Greenland&#8230;</p><p>If the United States follows through on the threat to invade Greenland, we need to be crystal clear about what happens the next morning. This is not a real estate transaction or a routine military exercise. It is the geopolitical equivalent of pulling the pin on a grenade in a crowded elevator. The moment American boots hit the ground in Nuuk to seize territory from a fellow NATO member, the world as we know it ends. The consequences will not be temporary sanctions or angry letters. They will be total, permanent, and devastating.</p><p>The first domino to fall is the North Atlantic Treaty Organization itself. NATO is built on the sacred promise of Article 5, that an attack on one is an attack on all. If the U.S. attacks Denmark, we are not just breaking the treaty; we are triggering it against ourselves. NATO dissolves instantly. The alliance that kept the peace in Europe for 75 years evaporates, leaving the continent to rearm and realign against the new aggressor across the Atlantic. We don&#8217;t just lose an ally; we create a unified enemy.</p><p>The military repercussions will be swift and humiliating. Europe will immediately demand the closure of every U.S. military base on the continent. Ramstein in Germany, Aviano in Italy, Lakenheath in the UK, all gone. Our ability to project power into the Middle East and Africa vanishes overnight. We will be evicted from the very soil we helped liberate and defended for decades, forced to retreat to our own shores as a fortress nation, isolated and friendless.</p><p>Then comes the economic nuclear option. The European Union is the largest single market in the world, and they will weaponize it. Europe will likely move to call in U.S. debt and dump their dollar reserves, sending the value of our currency into a death spiral. The U.S. economy, which relies on the dollar being the global reserve currency, will collapse. Inflation will make the post-COVID spikes look like a rounding error. Your savings will be worthless before the ink dries on the invasion orders.</p><p>Corporate America will face an extinction event. U.S. companies will be expelled from the European market. Apple, Google, McDonald&#8217;s, and Tesla will see their assets seized or their operations banned. Trillions of dollars in market capitalization will be incinerated in minutes. The stock market will not just crash; it will close. We are talking about the complete de-globalization of American industry, cutting us off from the wealthiest consumers on the planet.</p><p>The skies will go silent. European aviation authorities will almost certainly ground all Boeing jets and ban U.S. airlines from their airspace. Transatlantic travel will cease. If you are in Paris or Berlin, you are stuck there. The logistical arteries that feed our supply chains will be severed. We will be cut off from European medicine, machinery, and technology. We will be an island nation in the worst possible sense.</p><p>The cultural isolation will be just as stinging. The International Olympic Committee and FIFA will have no choice but to bar the United States from competition, just as they did with Russia. There will be no World Cup matches in New Jersey. There will be no Team USA in the Olympics. We will be treated as a pariah state, unwelcome on the global stage, forced to watch the world celebrate without us.</p><p>For individual Americans, the consequences will be personal and painful. Visa-free travel to Europe will end immediately. Americans currently living or working in Europe will lose their legal protections and residency status. They will become persona non grata, potentially facing deportation or internment. The &#8220;blue passport&#8221; that used to open every door will suddenly be a red flag at every border crossing.</p><p>This is the end of trust, and it does not reset. You cannot invade a democratic ally and then say &#8220;my bad&#8221; four years later. The psychological break will be permanent. Europe will realize that the United States is no longer a partner but a predator. They will build their own defense architecture, their own financial systems, and their own alliances that specifically exclude us. The West will continue, but the United States will no longer be part of it.</p><p>Invading Greenland is not a show of strength; it is an act of national suicide. We are trading our reputation, our economy, and our security for a frozen island and a handful of minerals we can&#8217;t even process. The price of this real estate deal is everything we built over the last century. If we cross this line, there is no going back. We will be the lonely superpower, ruling over nothing but our own decline.</p></blockquote><p>By Brent Molnar </p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!wGoz!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fa1020c0e-e52f-418f-9f64-ea03327e60e8_500x376.png" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!wGoz!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fa1020c0e-e52f-418f-9f64-ea03327e60e8_500x376.png 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!wGoz!,w_848,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fa1020c0e-e52f-418f-9f64-ea03327e60e8_500x376.png 848w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!wGoz!,w_1272,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fa1020c0e-e52f-418f-9f64-ea03327e60e8_500x376.png 1272w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!wGoz!,w_1456,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fa1020c0e-e52f-418f-9f64-ea03327e60e8_500x376.png 1456w" sizes="100vw"><img src="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!wGoz!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fa1020c0e-e52f-418f-9f64-ea03327e60e8_500x376.png" width="500" height="376" data-attrs="{&quot;src&quot;:&quot;https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/a1020c0e-e52f-418f-9f64-ea03327e60e8_500x376.png&quot;,&quot;srcNoWatermark&quot;:null,&quot;fullscreen&quot;:null,&quot;imageSize&quot;:null,&quot;height&quot;:376,&quot;width&quot;:500,&quot;resizeWidth&quot;:null,&quot;bytes&quot;:null,&quot;alt&quot;:&quot;World Map Laminated Poster -Double Side Educational Poster For Kids/Adults -18 x - 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But today&#8217;s news made me especially <strong>angry and sad</strong>.</p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://laragelya.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading Lara&#8217;s Substack! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><p>The cruelty of the current regime; the murder of an innocent American citizen in Minneapolis; the lies of officials responsible for it, calling it an &#8220;act of domestic terrorism&#8221;; the jaw-dropping video we all watched in disbelief. </p><p>Today they murdered a 37-year-old woman. A few days ago, they attacked Venezuela, abducted its president and his wife, who later appeared in a New York courtroom with visible signs of beating and bruises on her face. And yesterday, as we marked the five-year anniversary of the insurrection and the attack on our Capitol, the <a href="https://www.whitehouse.gov/j6/?utm_source=chatgpt.com">official government website</a> portrayed the mob of insurrectionists as &#8220;patriotic Americans&#8221;.</p><p>My head is spinning, and I am struggling to process all of this.</p><p><strong>This is not a moment for irony or detachment. It is a moment that demands careful attention, accountability, and action&#8212;before the consequences become irreversible.</strong></p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!XnC1!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F1e5ee11f-527c-4537-bdbb-365ea2c17b10_1080x1350.png" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!XnC1!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F1e5ee11f-527c-4537-bdbb-365ea2c17b10_1080x1350.png 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!XnC1!,w_848,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F1e5ee11f-527c-4537-bdbb-365ea2c17b10_1080x1350.png 848w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!XnC1!,w_1272,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F1e5ee11f-527c-4537-bdbb-365ea2c17b10_1080x1350.png 1272w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!XnC1!,w_1456,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F1e5ee11f-527c-4537-bdbb-365ea2c17b10_1080x1350.png 1456w" sizes="100vw"><img src="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!XnC1!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F1e5ee11f-527c-4537-bdbb-365ea2c17b10_1080x1350.png" width="1080" height="1350" data-attrs="{&quot;src&quot;:&quot;https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/1e5ee11f-527c-4537-bdbb-365ea2c17b10_1080x1350.png&quot;,&quot;srcNoWatermark&quot;:null,&quot;fullscreen&quot;:null,&quot;imageSize&quot;:null,&quot;height&quot;:1350,&quot;width&quot;:1080,&quot;resizeWidth&quot;:null,&quot;bytes&quot;:null,&quot;alt&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;type&quot;:null,&quot;href&quot;:null,&quot;belowTheFold&quot;:false,&quot;topImage&quot;:true,&quot;internalRedirect&quot;:null,&quot;isProcessing&quot;:false,&quot;align&quot;:null,&quot;offset&quot;:false}" class="sizing-normal" alt="" title="" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!XnC1!,w_424,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F1e5ee11f-527c-4537-bdbb-365ea2c17b10_1080x1350.png 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!XnC1!,w_848,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F1e5ee11f-527c-4537-bdbb-365ea2c17b10_1080x1350.png 848w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!XnC1!,w_1272,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F1e5ee11f-527c-4537-bdbb-365ea2c17b10_1080x1350.png 1272w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!XnC1!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F1e5ee11f-527c-4537-bdbb-365ea2c17b10_1080x1350.png 1456w" sizes="100vw" fetchpriority="high"></picture><div class="image-link-expand"><div class="pencraft pc-display-flex pc-gap-8 pc-reset"><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container restack-image"><svg role="img" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 20 20" fill="none" stroke-width="1.5" stroke="var(--color-fg-primary)" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg"><g><title></title><path d="M2.53001 7.81595C3.49179 4.73911 6.43281 2.5 9.91173 2.5C13.1684 2.5 15.9537 4.46214 17.0852 7.23684L17.6179 8.67647M17.6179 8.67647L18.5002 4.26471M17.6179 8.67647L13.6473 6.91176M17.4995 12.1841C16.5378 15.2609 13.5967 17.5 10.1178 17.5C6.86118 17.5 4.07589 15.5379 2.94432 12.7632L2.41165 11.3235M2.41165 11.3235L1.5293 15.7353M2.41165 11.3235L6.38224 13.0882"></path></g></svg></button><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container view-image"><svg xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 24 24" fill="none" stroke="currentColor" stroke-width="2" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" class="lucide lucide-maximize2 lucide-maximize-2"><polyline points="15 3 21 3 21 9"></polyline><polyline points="9 21 3 21 3 15"></polyline><line x1="21" x2="14" y1="3" y2="10"></line><line x1="3" x2="10" y1="21" y2="14"></line></svg></button></div></div></div></a></figure></div><blockquote><p>The woman murdered by ICE has been identified as Renee Good, age 37. </p><p>She leaves behind a young son whose father passed away a few years ago.</p><p>&#8220;There&#8217;s nobody else in his life,&#8221; Timmy Ray Macklin Sr., the boy&#8217;s grandfather, told the Minneapolis Star. &#8220;I&#8217;ll drive. I&#8217;ll fly. To come get my grandchild.&#8221;</p><p>Her mother swears she wasn&#8217;t involved in any protesting.</p><p>&#8220;Renee was one of the kindest people I&#8217;ve ever known,&#8221; she said. &#8220;She was extremely compassionate. She&#8217;s taken care of people all her life. She was loving, forgiving and affectionate. She was an amazing human being.&#8221;</p><p>Renee will be missed, and may she rest in peace. Justice must be served against her killer - and against all the people responsible for siccing these goons on innocent people.</p></blockquote><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!i72l!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F4510a14a-3282-4045-9a8a-4f939bde15e9_942x836.jpeg" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!i72l!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F4510a14a-3282-4045-9a8a-4f939bde15e9_942x836.jpeg 424w, 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Her attorney claimed she suffered &#8220;significant injuries,&#8221; including possible fractured ribs and severe bruising, during her capture by U.S. forces in Caracas over the weekend.</p></blockquote><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!j1x4!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F80724c5f-580a-4218-b12e-3eaf547df55b_1080x1350.jpeg" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!j1x4!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F80724c5f-580a-4218-b12e-3eaf547df55b_1080x1350.jpeg 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!j1x4!,w_848,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F80724c5f-580a-4218-b12e-3eaf547df55b_1080x1350.jpeg 848w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!j1x4!,w_1272,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F80724c5f-580a-4218-b12e-3eaf547df55b_1080x1350.jpeg 1272w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!j1x4!,w_1456,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F80724c5f-580a-4218-b12e-3eaf547df55b_1080x1350.jpeg 1456w" sizes="100vw"><img src="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!j1x4!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F80724c5f-580a-4218-b12e-3eaf547df55b_1080x1350.jpeg" width="1080" height="1350" data-attrs="{&quot;src&quot;:&quot;https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/80724c5f-580a-4218-b12e-3eaf547df55b_1080x1350.jpeg&quot;,&quot;srcNoWatermark&quot;:null,&quot;fullscreen&quot;:null,&quot;imageSize&quot;:null,&quot;height&quot;:1350,&quot;width&quot;:1080,&quot;resizeWidth&quot;:null,&quot;bytes&quot;:null,&quot;alt&quot;:&quot;May be an image of text that says 'Maduro's wife appeared in a New York court with clear signs of beatings and bruises on her face. 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policy, it&#8217;s a foreclosure notice. 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As someone who was born, lived, and ultimately escaped to freedom from the <strong>Soviet Union</strong>, I carry a deep appreciation for democracy and the rule of law&#8212;and a lasting hope that the American people will continue to protect them.</p><p>I believe in the resilience of this country and in the ability of its citizens to speak up, stay informed, and stand for the values that have made <strong>America a place of opportunity and refuge for so many</strong>.</p><p>Please take a moment to read my notes&#8212;I share information and reflections there that may be helpful and worth considering.</p><p>If you haven&#8217;t read my <strong>award-winning memoir</strong> yet, I encourage you to consider it.</p><p>While deeply personal, my memoir <em><strong>Camel from Kyzylkum,</strong></em> is also a historical account of a changing world. </p><p>Memories of life in the <strong><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Soviet_Union">Soviet Union</a></strong>, the vast <strong><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kyzylkum_Desert">Kyzylkum Desert</a></strong>, crossing continents as a <strong>refugee</strong>, and my early struggles in <strong>America</strong> are woven throughout the narrative, creating a rich tapestry of lived experience.</p><p>At its heart, the memoir asks a universal question: <strong>what does it mean to start over in a new country with nothing but a suitcase and hope?</strong></p><p><em><strong>Camel from Kyzylkum</strong></em> captures the essence of the <strong>immigrant experience&#8212;the sacrifices, the struggles, and the victories, both large and small.</strong></p><p>You can get your copy here:</p><p>Author website: <a href="https://laragelya.com">laragelya.com</a><br><br>Amazon: <a href="https://amazon.com/dp/B09Y7GTZQS/">https://amazon.com/dp/B09Y7GTZQS/</a><br><br>Barnes &amp; Noble: <a href="https://rb.gy/lz7rzg">https://rb.gy/lz7rzg</a><br><br>Audio copy: <a href="https://play.google.com/store/audiobooks/details/Camel_From_Kyzylkum_A_Memoir_of_My_Life_Journey?id=AQAAAEBqoF_gJM&amp;hl=en_US">https://tinyurl.com/yk86eyjy</a></p><p></p><p class="button-wrapper" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://laragelya.com&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;laragelya.com&quot;,&quot;action&quot;:null,&quot;class&quot;:null}" data-component-name="ButtonCreateButton"><a class="button primary" href="https://laragelya.com"><span>laragelya.com</span></a></p><p></p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://laragelya.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading Lara&#8217;s Substack! 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Silence is the danger.]]></title><description><![CDATA[I spent half my life living and working in the Soviet Union, before walking away from everything I knew, traveling through Europe as a stateless refugee, and eventually rebuilding my life from the ground up in the United States.]]></description><link>https://laragelya.substack.com/p/remembering-the-gulag-mattersmemory</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://laragelya.substack.com/p/remembering-the-gulag-mattersmemory</guid><pubDate>Thu, 11 Dec 2025 13:19:43 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!mfpa!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F7ffe7d29-0e36-4b2d-a51c-21390489a383_600x375.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p></p><p class="button-wrapper" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://laragelya.com&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;laragelya.com&quot;,&quot;action&quot;:null,&quot;class&quot;:&quot;button-wrapper&quot;}" data-component-name="ButtonCreateButton"><a class="button primary button-wrapper" href="https://laragelya.com"><span>laragelya.com</span></a></p><p>I spent half my life living and working in the <strong><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Soviet_Union">Soviet Union</a></strong>, before walking away from everything I knew, traveling through Europe as a <strong>stateless refugee</strong>, and eventually rebuilding my life from the ground up in the United States. A few years ago, I paused to look back on my life and chronicled my entire journey in my memoir <em><strong><a href="https://amazon.com/dp/B09Y7GTZQS/">Camel from Kyzylkum</a>.</strong></em></p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://laragelya.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading Lara&#8217;s Substack! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><p>In the Soviet Union, we all knew about the <strong><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gulag">Gulag</a></strong>&#8212;an immense machinery of fear and punishment. It wasn&#8217;t just history; it was a system of terror that shaped how people thought, behaved, and survived.</p><p>The Soviet Gulag system was one of the darkest engines of oppression in the 20th century&#8212;<strong>a vast network of forced-labor camps designed to break human bodies and human spirit alike.</strong> Millions were swallowed by this system: political dissidents, intellectuals, ordinary workers, entire families. Many never returned.</p><p>What made the Gulag especially horrifying was not only the brutality of the labor and the starvation-level conditions, but the way it turned cruelty into bureaucracy. A life could vanish with a forged accusation or a whispered complaint. Survival depended on luck as much as strength.</p><p>The Gulag stands as a chilling symbol of Soviet totalitarianism and the regime&#8217;s willingness to sacrifice millions of lives for political control and economic gain. Its legacy of state-sponsored terror continues to haunt Eastern Europe and the world.</p><p>While the Soviet Gulag system was officially dismantled, its legacy never disappeared. <strong>Modern Russian penal colonies</strong> often stand on the same sites, rely on forced labor for economic gain, and hold a growing number of political prisoners. Many observers now describe this reality as a &#8220;Gulag 2.0&#8221; &#8212; a revival of the forced-labor camp model amid rising political repression and an intensified effort to control historical memory.</p><p><strong>Remembering the Gulag matters&#8212;not as distant history, but as a warning.</strong> <strong>Systems built on fear, dehumanization, and unchecked power can rise anywhere.</strong> <strong>And they always begin with small justifications, small persecutions, small erosions of truth.</strong></p><p><strong>Memory is our defense. Silence is the danger.</strong></p><p>The U.S. detention sites as <strong><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alligator_Alcatraz">Alligator Alcatraz</a></strong> and <strong><a href="https://www.globaldetentionproject.org/countries/americas/united-states/detention-centres/664/krome-north-service-processing-center">Krome North Service Processing Center</a></strong> will be vindicated by <strong>History</strong> the same way as <strong>Gulag</strong> did.</p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!mfpa!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F7ffe7d29-0e36-4b2d-a51c-21390489a383_600x375.jpeg" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" 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srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!mfpa!,w_424,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F7ffe7d29-0e36-4b2d-a51c-21390489a383_600x375.jpeg 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!mfpa!,w_848,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F7ffe7d29-0e36-4b2d-a51c-21390489a383_600x375.jpeg 848w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!mfpa!,w_1272,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F7ffe7d29-0e36-4b2d-a51c-21390489a383_600x375.jpeg 1272w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!mfpa!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F7ffe7d29-0e36-4b2d-a51c-21390489a383_600x375.jpeg 1456w" sizes="100vw" loading="lazy"></picture><div class="image-link-expand"><div class="pencraft pc-display-flex pc-gap-8 pc-reset"><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container restack-image"><svg aria-hidden="true" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 20 20" fill="none" stroke-width="1.5" stroke="var(--color-fg-primary)" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg"><g><path d="M2.53001 7.81595C3.49179 4.73911 6.43281 2.5 9.91173 2.5C13.1684 2.5 15.9537 4.46214 17.0852 7.23684L17.6179 8.67647M17.6179 8.67647L18.5002 4.26471M17.6179 8.67647L13.6473 6.91176M17.4995 12.1841C16.5378 15.2609 13.5967 17.5 10.1178 17.5C6.86118 17.5 4.07589 15.5379 2.94432 12.7632L2.41165 11.3235M2.41165 11.3235L1.5293 15.7353M2.41165 11.3235L6.38224 13.0882"></path></g></svg></button><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container view-image"><svg xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 24 24" fill="none" stroke="currentColor" stroke-width="2" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" class="lucide lucide-maximize2 lucide-maximize-2"><polyline points="15 3 21 3 21 9"></polyline><polyline points="9 21 3 21 3 15"></polyline><line x1="21" x2="14" y1="3" y2="10"></line><line x1="3" x2="10" y1="21" y2="14"></line></svg></button></div></div></div></a><figcaption class="image-caption">Gulag concentration camps in the Soviet Union.</figcaption></figure></div><p>From <strong><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Thom_Hartmann">THOM HARTMANN</a></strong> recent post of 12/10/2025 (<strong>Alligator Alcatraz: How Tyranny Starts&#8212;With &#8220;Those People&#8221;</strong>):</p><blockquote><p>Amnesty International&#8217;s <a href="https://www.amnesty.org/en/latest/news/2025/12/estados-unidos-nuevas-investigaciones-revelan-violaciones-de-derechos-humanos-en-los-centros-de-detencion-de-alligator-alcatraz-y-krome-en-florida/">new report</a> on the U.S. detention sites Alligator Alcatraz and Krome is a warning flare for every American who believes in the Constitution, the rule of law, and the basic dignity of human beings.</p><p><strong>We&#8217;ve seen governmental cruelty before in our history, but these facilities mark a new level of calculated dehumanization on U.S. soil, and Amnesty is calling it what it is: </strong><em><strong>torture, enforced disappearance, and a deliberate system designed to break people</strong></em><strong>.</strong></p><p>What makes this report so chilling isn&#8217;t just the details, although they&#8217;re horrifying enough. It&#8217;s that the government has begun giving these places cute, theme-park-style nicknames like &#8220;Alligator Alcatraz&#8221; and &#8220;<a href="https://governor.nebraska.gov/nebraska-publishes-contract-ice-use-work-ethic-camp-ice-detention-facility">Cornhusker Clink</a>,&#8221; as if they&#8217;re attractions instead of concentration-camp-style black sites.</p><p><strong>Authoritarian regimes always begin by softening the language, making the abuses sound like logistics, law enforcement, or processing rather than cruelty. If you want to condition the public to accept state violence, you start with euphemisms.</strong></p><p>Investigators found people packed into filthy tents and trailers where toilets overflowed onto the floors and into sleeping areas. Water was sometimes rationed. Food quality was lousy. Insects swarmed at all hours. Lights were left on day and night. Cameras reportedly pointed at showers and toilets, in clear violation of privacy and human dignity.</p><p>This wasn&#8217;t an accident. These were <em>choices</em>.</p><p><strong>The so-called &#8220;box&#8221; at the Florida concentration camp may be the most grotesque example. It&#8217;s a two-by-two-foot outdoor metal cage where detainees, shackled and already vulnerable, were left in blistering Florida heat, exposed to mosquitos and biting flies, denied water, and forced to endure punishment sessions lasting up to 24 hours.</strong></p><p>These are exactly the kinds of stress-position torture techniques our nation once condemned when used by dictatorships abroad. Today they&#8217;re being used in our name, by our government, on our soil.</p><p>At Krome, Amnesty documented prolonged solitary confinement, routine shackling even during medical transport, denial of legal access, and a pervasive system of intimidation and retaliation. Medical care was often delayed or unavailable. People needing lawyers were blocked from communicating with them.</p><p><strong>This is not a &#8220;processing system&#8221;: it&#8217;s a punishment regime. It&#8217;s brutality done with your and my tax dollars and in our names.</strong></p><p>The report makes clear that these are not isolated violations: they&#8217;re the <em>design</em>.</p><p>This administration has woven cruelty into policy, permitting state-run detention networks to operate as if constitutional rights simply evaporate when you cross a razor-wire perimeter.</p><p><strong>The crisis for American democracy isn&#8217;t just that the camps exist; it&#8217;s that they&#8217;re being normalized, bureaucratized, branded, and replicated. Amnesty warns that DHS is already planning more such sites, using &#8220;emergency&#8221; authorities and no-bid contracts to create an extrajudicial detention network beyond the reach of meaningful oversight.</strong></p><p>This is exactly how authoritarian systems evolve. They never begin with political opponents: instead, they begin with people the majority already sees as powerless. Immigrants. Refugees. The poor. Non-citizens. Those without family or money or social standing.</p><p><strong>When the public tolerates a government treating one group of human beings as disposable, that system is inevitably expanded to inflict that same treatment on others &#8212; dissidents, politicians, people like you and me &#8212; whenever it becomes politically useful.</strong></p><p>We&#8217;ve seen this in nation after nation that slid from democracy into authoritarianism. The first victims are always those considered &#8220;outsiders&#8221; or &#8220;threats to the order&#8221; the regime promised to maintain.</p><p>Once the public is desensitized to cages, beatings, disappearances, and secret courts, it becomes frighteningly easy to redirect those same tactics toward dissidents, journalists, labor leaders, activists, and political opponents.</p><p><strong>This Amnesty International report isn&#8217;t just a humanitarian alarm bell: it&#8217;s a constitutional one.</strong></p><p>When due process is suspended for one class of people, it&#8217;s suspended in principle for <em>all</em>. When the government can hide detainees in swamp camps with no legal representation, it&#8217;s already established the machinery necessary to detain anyone it wants to silence. When the public is conditioned to see cages and brutality and think &#8220;this is fine,&#8221; the moral system of a nation starts to collapse.</p><p>We forget that the Constitution doesn&#8217;t protect itself; it&#8217;s protected by norms, culture, public outrage, legal oversight, and a shared belief that the state doesn&#8217;t get to brutalize human beings no matter who they are.</p><p><strong>When those norms erode, when brutality becomes invisible-but-known or acceptable, authoritarianism doesn&#8217;t arrive with a drumbeat. It arrives quietly. It arrives bureaucratically. It arrives through &#8220;temporary measures&#8221; and &#8220;emergency facilities&#8221; and &#8220;processing centers&#8221; set up for &#8220;those people over there.&#8221;</strong></p><p>Amnesty is demanding the immediate closure of Alligator Alcatraz and any similar state-run black sites. They call for an end to emergency-authorized detention, a prohibition on outdoor punitive confinement, the restoration of access to legal counsel, real medical care, due process, judicial oversight, and a halt to no-bid construction of new concentration camps in America.</p><p><strong>These aren&#8217;t radical demands. They&#8217;re the bare minimum for a nation that claims to believe in the rule of law.</strong></p><p>Because if we let our government continue to create a network of secretive, cruel, extrajudicial detention facilities for one set of powerless people today, tomorrow it will inevitably turn those same systems against <em>anyone</em> who challenges their power.</p><p><strong>That is how every authoritarian regime in history has done it.</strong></p><p>And unless we stop it now, it&#8217;s how this one will, too.</p></blockquote><p></p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://laragelya.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading Lara&#8217;s Substack! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[‘It felt like if I was a criminal when I’m not,’ says college student deported to Honduras]]></title><description><![CDATA[Any Lucia L&#243;pez Belloza, a first-year college student on a scholarship, never imagined she would be sent back to the country she left as a 7-year-old child.]]></description><link>https://laragelya.substack.com/p/it-felt-like-if-i-was-a-criminal</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://laragelya.substack.com/p/it-felt-like-if-i-was-a-criminal</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Lara Gelya]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 05 Dec 2025 13:34:55 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!S5hM!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fdd4b1bb8-0c21-4ebc-beca-116667f7f25c_1912x994.png" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p class="button-wrapper" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://laragelya.com&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;laragelya.com&quot;,&quot;action&quot;:null,&quot;class&quot;:null}" data-component-name="ButtonCreateButton"><a class="button primary" href="https://laragelya.com"><span>laragelya.com</span></a></p><p></p><p>The story of <strong><a href="https://www.ms.now/news/college-student-deported-honduras-thanksgiving-ice-trump">Any Lucia L&#243;pez Belloza</a></strong>, a first-year Massachusetts college student on a scholarship, was reported yesterday (12/04/2025). I felt <strong>compelled to share it</strong> with my subscribers.</p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://laragelya.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading Lara&#8217;s Substack! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><p>Thirty-five years ago, I came to this country as a refugee and built my life here from the ground up with not a penny to my name&#8212;only hope. I wrote a memoir about my life journey, <em><strong><a href="https://laragelya.com">Camel from Kyzylkum</a></strong></em>.</p><p>The story of 19-year-old Any, who was <strong>brutally deported</strong> while on her way to visit her parents in Texas for Thanksgiving, shook me to the core!</p><p>It is difficult for me to comprehend what country we have become, and it makes me deeply sad. Everything I loved about this country is sliding away. We are rapidly becoming like the very country I once fled in search of freedom.</p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!S5hM!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fdd4b1bb8-0c21-4ebc-beca-116667f7f25c_1912x994.png" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!S5hM!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fdd4b1bb8-0c21-4ebc-beca-116667f7f25c_1912x994.png 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!S5hM!,w_848,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fdd4b1bb8-0c21-4ebc-beca-116667f7f25c_1912x994.png 848w, 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class="pencraft pc-display-flex pc-gap-8 pc-reset"><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container restack-image"><svg aria-hidden="true" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 20 20" fill="none" stroke-width="1.5" stroke="var(--color-fg-primary)" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg"><g><path d="M2.53001 7.81595C3.49179 4.73911 6.43281 2.5 9.91173 2.5C13.1684 2.5 15.9537 4.46214 17.0852 7.23684L17.6179 8.67647M17.6179 8.67647L18.5002 4.26471M17.6179 8.67647L13.6473 6.91176M17.4995 12.1841C16.5378 15.2609 13.5967 17.5 10.1178 17.5C6.86118 17.5 4.07589 15.5379 2.94432 12.7632L2.41165 11.3235M2.41165 11.3235L1.5293 15.7353M2.41165 11.3235L6.38224 13.0882"></path></g></svg></button><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container view-image"><svg xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 24 24" fill="none" stroke="currentColor" stroke-width="2" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" class="lucide lucide-maximize2 lucide-maximize-2"><polyline points="15 3 21 3 21 9"></polyline><polyline points="9 21 3 21 3 15"></polyline><line x1="21" x2="14" y1="3" y2="10"></line><line x1="3" x2="10" y1="21" y2="14"></line></svg></button></div></div></div></a><figcaption class="image-caption">Any Lucia L&#243;pez Belloza celebrates her high school graduation in Texas.</figcaption></figure></div><p>Dec. 4, 2025, 7:00 AM EST</p><p>By <a href="https://www.ms.now/author/julianne-mcshane">Julianne McShane</a></p><blockquote><p>The Babson College student who Immigration and Customs Enforcement deported to Honduras after she tried to fly to visit her parents for Thanksgiving is speaking out about her ordeal.</p></blockquote><blockquote><p>Any Lucia L&#243;pez Belloza, a 19-year-old first-year student attending the Massachusetts school on a scholarship, never imagined she would be sent back to the country she left as a 7-year-old child, she told MS NOW senior political and national reporter Jacob Soboroff in an interview on Wednesday. While she described herself as &#8220;really aware&#8221; of the mass deportations that have been unfolding nationwide during President Donald Trump&#8217;s second term, she said she &#8220;never thought that it was going to happen to me.&#8221;</p><p>L&#243;pez Belloza, who is currently staying with her grandparents in northern Honduras, said that she was preparing for finals prior to her Nov. 20 deportation. &#8220;My life, it was just mainly to focus on my studies,&#8221; she said.</p><p>That changed soon after she arrived at Boston Logan Airport a week before Thanksgiving, with the plan to fly to Texas, where her father works as a tailor. L&#243;pez Belloza came to the country with both of her parents as a child and was targeted as part of the Trump administration&#8217;s increasingly aggressive <a href="https://www.ms.now/news/trump-expands-crackdown-on-legal-immigration-after-national-guard-shooting">deportation efforts</a> aimed at both illegal and legal immigrants. She was <a href="https://www.nytimes.com/2025/11/30/us/politics/college-student-deported-thanksgiving-texas.html">raised</a> in Texas.</p></blockquote><blockquote><p>When it was her turn to have her boarding pass scanned at the airport gate, she was directed to the customer service counter, where two ICE agents were waiting for her, she told Soboroff.</p><p>&#8220;They were like, &#8216;Any, right&#8217;?&#8221; L&#243;pez Belloza recounted. &#8220;I was like, &#8216;yes.&#8217; They were like, &#8216;OK, you&#8217;re going to come with us because you&#8217;re going to have to sign a bunch of paperwork.&#8217;&#8221;</p><p>When she told the agents she had to board her flight, she said they replied, &#8220;Oh, you&#8217;re not even gonna be on that plane.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;That&#8217;s where it kind of hit me &#8212; this was ICE,&#8221; she said.</p><p>The agents did not tell L&#243;pez Belloza that there were plans for her deportation, she said. After they detained her, she told them she was planning to fly to Texas to see her parents, she said.</p><p>In ICE custody, L&#243;pez Belloza was transferred to Texas the following day &#8212; the same day a federal judge <a href="https://storage.courtlistener.com/recap/gov.uscourts.mad.292111/gov.uscourts.mad.292111.2.0.pdf">signed</a> a court order mandating she be kept in the country while her case was pending. Department of Homeland Security spokeswoman Tricia McLaughlin has <a href="https://www.nytimes.com/2025/11/30/us/politics/college-student-deported-thanksgiving-texas.html">said</a> that L&#243;pez Belloza had a deportation order stemming from a decade ago, adding that she &#8220;received full due process&#8221; with regard to her recent removal. A spokesperson for ICE did not respond to questions from MS NOW on Wednesday night.</p><p>L&#243;pez Belloza&#8217;s lawyer, Todd Pomerleau, <a href="https://www.nytimes.com/2025/11/30/us/politics/college-student-deported-thanksgiving-texas.html">told</a> The New York Times on Sunday that she was &#8220;completely unaware&#8221; of the alleged deportation order and that he is skeptical it even exists. L&#243;pez Belloza also told Soboroff she did not know about the alleged order.</p><p>On Nov. 22, L&#243;pez Belloza was shackled, handcuffed and deported to Honduras. &#8220;It felt like if I was a criminal when I&#8217;m not,&#8221; she told Soboroff of that experience. &#8220;And it just felt really awful &#8230; not only seeing me, but seeing a bunch of us being treated like that, being treated like criminals.&#8221;</p></blockquote><div id="youtube2-UuldnddRc10" class="youtube-wrap" data-attrs="{&quot;videoId&quot;:&quot;UuldnddRc10&quot;,&quot;startTime&quot;:null,&quot;endTime&quot;:null}" data-component-name="Youtube2ToDOM"><div class="youtube-inner"><iframe src="https://www.youtube-nocookie.com/embed/UuldnddRc10?rel=0&amp;autoplay=0&amp;showinfo=0&amp;enablejsapi=0" frameborder="0" loading="lazy" gesture="media" allow="autoplay; fullscreen" allowautoplay="true" allowfullscreen="true" width="728" height="409"></iframe></div></div><blockquote><p>When she arrived in Honduras, at her grandparents&#8217; home, L&#243;pez Belloza was finally able to call her parents. Through tears, she told Soboroff what she said to her mother on that call: &#8220;Mom, I got deported, I&#8217;m here.&#8221; Her mother tried to comfort her, she said: &#8220;She was just like, &#8216;It&#8217;s OK. We already knew. We found out; everything&#8217;s gonna be fine.&#8217;&#8221;</p><p>Of Trump&#8217;s <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_KCIk-F_P80">claims</a> that he is deporting &#8220;criminals&#8221; and &#8220;the worst of the worst,&#8221; L&#243;pez Belloza said: &#8220;Not all of us are criminals. &#8230; Many of us want to just work and provide for their families. We are here also to go to college, because we want a better education. We just want a better kind of lifestyle. But not all of us are criminals, and he says that all of us are criminals. He&#8217;s extremely wrong because many of us just want a better life with an education, a job.&#8221;</p></blockquote><blockquote><p>&#8220;The president was elected based on his promise to carry out the largest mass deportation operation in history. As the administration continues arresting and deporting illegal aliens with additional criminal charges, anyone illegally present in the United States is eligible for deportation,&#8221; White House spokeswoman Abigail Jackson told MS NOW in response.</p></blockquote><blockquote><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!m1WB!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F5a66bc87-e743-4986-808e-cf6f86863e91_1100x1422.png" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!m1WB!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F5a66bc87-e743-4986-808e-cf6f86863e91_1100x1422.png 424w, 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A Babson College official has <a href="https://www.babson.edu/about/our-leaders-and-scholars/presidents-office/community-messages/">told</a> the school community that faculty and staff are focused on &#8220;supporting [L&#243;pez Belloza] and their family, as well as the well-being of our community.&#8221;</p><p>After graduating, L&#243;pez Belloza added, she wants to fulfill her &#8220;dream&#8221; of opening a business &#8220;and try to live a better life.&#8221;</p><p>But whether she can do that in the U.S. remains to be seen.</p></blockquote><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://laragelya.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading Lara&#8217;s Substack! 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